I find myself thinking
I find myself saying
No more, no more
I cannot take it any more
Once I said, I'll stay
Once you said you'll never let me go
But look at us now
Looking at a two way mirror, seeing you blind to me
So many boys
So many men
All standing in line
Waiting for their turn
Unknowing of the present line
Thinking they are alone
Deceiving every one
Accusing each of being The One
Hard at work at picking
Trying to decide which are staying
Convinced my self I am doing a favor
By being so secretive of so many suitors
Desire courses through most
Sincere love at some
Playing games with others
Although worried of the consequences
Which will stay and which to leave
Coming to a decision but can't go through
How it will hurt them
The things I will do
I tell my self no more
No more games
No more boys and men
No more meetings and kissing
And yet.. I yearn for touch
For love and relief
For someone to hold me close
In my grief
I am tired and weary
Sick of games and playing
I want rest and peace
No more sex and kisses
No more flings and flirting
I want to find my self
Lost it on the way
To the road of sin
I would like to leave if all permits me
Time to my self, for finding and building
Only if all would let me
Unable to cut all ties, so cut it for me.
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Poems By A Lonely Cloud
PoesíaJust poems. For my project. At least at first. Now its poems, an outlet for my thoughts and feelings at the current time. Thought its utterly confusing, I understand what im writing and I see myself grow through this. How I mature. Although im still...
