the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

chapter 1

When I first start at the high school I had make a friend right way name Katie and she really nice and show me around the school and ever since then we've been friend  and now it sucks that she left the school but when I see her again I want to be made at her for leave but it didn't.

 matter because I new why she did it and so I thought about it and I new she had a good reason to leave the school so but I can see that things have been think about how I wish that she had stay at times. 

 because I had most of the class with her and she was the only person I have been talk to but huh she gone so I did have anyone.

 When class would start I see noel but we never talk at all but at the same time it suck because I was in a group with him and I play his sec wife which was stupid but at the same time it was a little funny.

 because when novel got locked up and I cheat on him that was good and I new I was being a bad wife but it bring me joy when he keep say that all the time So once class would end it bring me joy sometimes when something bad had happen to noel

 but sometimes I feel bad for feel the way I feel for him but you know I just deal with it but when six hour comes around . 

he first would try to talk to me but i never answer him. 

until one day I didn't have my headphones in he try with a friend being there but I just would say anything.

 because something was tell me his friend ask him to do it or he was dare or something like that but I could put my finger on it so.

 what I just know that I hate it that things have just been hard for me a lot to even give the guy a change to show me him he is but hey maybe one day we cross baths again then I might will give him his change that I not give him now in high school.

but I just know that I don't want take the change of being dis point because him and another guy I won't give the change so what I think is that I try and give then both a change. But hey I have the right to protect myself so what I just know that I want know what is it about this guy that make me want give him the change but at the same time I don't want to but I think it because he gone tell the hole school that why. 

So these was few months have been hard for me because of my health so what I just know that I want to but I just can't with out solving the reason why I have the bad feeling about the guy so. 

I know how the way I treat him I need to stop but it not easy to that for me but I need to stop but how do I get it to stop maybe just start how I been with write on paper when he talk to me in six hour but I just know that things are easy as I thought about sometimes when it comes to guys but hey I think after dill with on jerk that I date few times I think that I can handle this guy because different switches with each guy but I make it work and see what it is that make the guy want talk to me or maybe not who know 

because boys are just different so yea what I do about the guy  that try to get me to talk to me when it has just pointless sometimes because I not gone talk to him but he make it his goal clear that he tend to try get me talk to him by the end of the year. 

When it was a long time ago when guy like him try to do that because at the end of the year that guy got to me to talk to him all that last week and that he point it out to me but yea so what  I just know that things are gone happen this time at all but hey we have to see what it be who knows.