the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

chapter 2

when it was the the first day back for another week for school and that when novel had just try  get his friend to move to that he hit me in the head in a bottle just to get my tench to ask me to stop I just keep my eye open on him see if he really would do it but he would because the teach told not to do it and when Novel try talk the teacher in to let him do it and he say no that all  he could but he really want to but then again he was say that I discoverer it just because of I was tap my pistil on the book and on the table so both guys say I had it come. But I knew it to but I just did care because I would have stop anyway so what I just know that it comes me when I think about anything and try fine way to make it sound good on the paper because I do turn how I feel or what I think about in pom and that what I just like when I do get what I think or feel out then the next thing you know Novel try and talk to me the last hour of the day for me but I just would talk to him and that I try and not talk to him for sometime and that it work for me or who knows at the end of the year the last to weeks or so I might start talk to him maybe not I have make up my mind yet so we just have to see what happen so what I think is that I want know if that things. Just seam  so different at time when I am in class with people that are mean and just make fun of people like me and that thing is that I do not get what it is about me that so fun to then when I keep to myself and that they don't know anything about me to talk about or make fun of so what they make there own lies and share it all around and if it has to be true the they have someone walk up to me and ask me but all I would to is look at them. But I would not say a word at all but I just look at then until they leave and that what the guys talk about when I don't care because I know that it not a big dill to them not even to me at all that why I don't even care. But they can try all they want but it has work and that it won't work at all so what is it they want know I just don't get it but hey can wait to leave and I leave before them so can not wait until the time comes. What I do is that take it until then huh I just ready to leave this place but I know that I am get head of myself but I just feel to old get out of here and that I know that things just need to be fast and that it so what I just gone do is that keep to myself and hang with mt cousins so and that it but this school is a little more better then my another schools so. What do I do about Novel he keep come at me but he just a stupid kid to me and he act like a kid a lot and think that everything is fun as long it not him but it stupid that he just do that and that he has the same as me in way IEP so why he think fun just because he on the football time he needs to make fun of us and that things are just fun unless it about him wish is stupid a lot but hey I know that I can not do anything about it but I can just write it on paper to just get it out of my head and that what I did and that people just need to think before they say or put it out there to the public. What I do about it is that I keep doing what I do keep to myself and ask the teacher why he do it when he one him self and if he was then he would be in her class at all so what is it but I know that she would know since that she can not read his mind and that things just need to stop and that her moment that just say what we think or make them self look good if that all they care about how they look in life. So I just though it about sec wish is true because I was like that when I was teen myself like when I was teen and I had though a fit and was not like me and I know it but I did care how I look but hey had it come to me so I just did care about anything at times but I learn to dill with it and that I did care about anything and that I told myself that if my family say I am a cold hard person like they tell me or put me as then I will be that person and I won't care about anything and that be mean to family and be nice to my friends and who ever I with and that what I really did do but I have to say that this school has change me a lot and that I happy that I have came to this school because I start to see how I should be and that I have found who I am met to be.