the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

chapter 8

When I look at things of my point of view I see that people just think I am just a stupid person all just because I am quit and that they see as I have no life and no friends I just know that things when people have listen to people and I once in a while I been feel different and that I want see things as I just met to be sometimes But when I see that Novel is just try get things that are true about me so that he can share them with the hole school but I am not fall for it so I just do not talk to him at all and that I just think it so stupid and that I been feel so bad about myself and that I just know that I do not want anything to do with the guy and I know I say that now and maybe not who know but I just know that Novel has a dream smile sometimes that why when I have to avoid his questions I won't be look at him at all so what I think there was a few times where I want talk to Novel but I can't maybe once day who know when I leave.

I just know that things have been so hard at times because Novel makes it like I need help when I know that I do not because the way things are so what I just think that he has to look cool and be a jerk but I do know that  dep down he is a great, sweet guy and that I would talk to that guy if he let that park of him come out but wish I know he won't so huh.

Well I know that it will never happen because it happen and that I wish that I have a great guy like my sister has but I know that things have just hurt at times because I have no one and that my sister tell me that I just need to take my time but it not happen and when I do have a boyfriend I get disappointed and it sucks because that happen to me a lot I can just feel that things are cash up to and I say that I would care but I do care that one thing that so hard to lie about.