the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

chapter 3

I like that I can see who I am met to be because now I feel that I am on this earth for a reason  and my mom would tell me god would have put you down here on this earth if he did have a reason for put you down here because there is a reason why you were born in to this world. When I look back at that I see that what has happen to me when I was grown up in this world happen for reason to me but even though it was good that much I need to fine way to make happen not another people so I try figure out how I can show that there is good to another people who could be going though the same things that I have when though when I was a kid but I see that Novel being around me and try to talk to me take me back to what my brother would do sometimes and pick on me all the time I just know that Novel does help me at all so what I just know that I think about a lot when people try talk to me are just try make fun of me or try make a bet see if I talk or do what ever they bet  and I just know that I can trues anyone and that I just know that I not gone take the change because I don't want this school to have anything on me and so far I they don't have anything on me so I just know that I would care about it anyways because of last year and my cousin had got in to my room and ready my diary and spread all around the school last year and it hard to just take it as gran of salt because that was to personal. But I talk to my friends at the time it was going on about it and that I start to ask my friends and they talk about did know and I did but I see a lot people look at me so I ask if they could ask around and that I ask my cousin little sister and that when she told me that her older sister spread and that she had got in my room when one they they were wait at my parment. So but ever since that day they never once stay at are place ever again because I had told my mom and that the girls ask them and she had found out that it was her old's daughter and that she beat her with the belt and that she had make her work all day and that she could do anything fun that she want and that she could have the change to sit or lay down until and that I just know that very same day me and my mom had gone out there but it was weird because that not like my cousin big sister just don't do anything