the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

Chapter 6

When I start to open my eyes to this world and that was a week after I left my father and I just new that things have just been so different and I was say in my head wow what I just do and that I told my self that I hope my mom would let me have some more freedom then what my dad gave me.

But now I am great full and that I Just know that I been think about a lot but Novel has try talk to me for the first time when he had say my name but I would say to my friend cami that he say some to you but I new he was talk to me. but hey it just a name I keep tell myself and that I would still not talk to him no matter what so that what I just say is that I don't want anything to do with Novel and that was clear I just had keep reminding myself that I don't want anything to do with him so I just would keep myself busy or think so I would have to talk to him and that what I did everyday. When I would talk to 

SO when I would talk  to cami I ask her something and that just stupid sometimes to do when to not talk to on person but you reads may thing this is because I like the guy it not a lie at all it is the truth because he just try to be the cool guy and try get stuff out of me and that not who I want to be at all so I would fine my own way to keep it how it is until the day I leave I just know that the guy not give up and I know myself that I can only take it so long so what I just know that thing i want see what it is about myself. 

I just know that I love the way that the guys are just try so hard because last year my cushion spread a roomer about me that was in my diary and that I was so put down and that I just know that it broken me but it was nice that there mom taken care of it and that I do not have to worried about because once it had blow over it was nice because I was cry anymore and that I know that I can go on live my life as I want to so though it sucks that now i have do dill with Novel try talk to me because he just butter me all up to get what he want out of weather it was about me or about my friends but that why I won't talk to him at all so I just know that he is not trues wreath to me .

I just know that things just been so hard when things have been stuff for me to wake up though the week because my sleep scheduled  is all messed up and that sucks and that I just can't sleep or think at all clear so when I think a lot I start to tap something like my pin or something on the table or like snap and clip something but I just can't help it for the most part but sometimes I do on purpes because it earty' s Novels friend that close by and that to me I say anything or like look at a paper in side I am leafing and that bring me joy because why should something bother then bring me joy when them talk about me or know my buses bring them joy.