the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

Chapter16

When I got home I run right up to my room and just keep cry and my mom ask what was wrong and I told her the truth on how Ryan only took me out on the date to butter me up and talk me in to doing something that he was try to talk me in to taking the change of making me look bad just to make himself look good in frunt of his own cool friends and that when she say really oh I am so sorry baby I did think he would do that you two are so close and you guys grown up to gather.

That when I say well it was good nuff and when I told him no and he say that if I was really his friend then I do it for him and that I should be use to being asked because that all I was good for and that I should face the fact that all I will ever be to good looking guys like him and Novel and that just put me down even more so that when I just run in and just want be alone and cry myself to sleep because I feel like he right because all guys would want that from me is that there friends or them make the bet and I make it happen the one to win.

After tell my mom all that she hear up and got the phone and call Ryan mom tell her everything that her son say to me and did and that she need to talk to her son because she knows just much that is not right to do with friends that you know your hole life and that both his and my mom has been in my shoes about what he did and that she need to figure out why he did it and that I have right to know that truth.

So once I found out what she did I feel a little better and that we should hear back from her or him about the truth and that me and my mom are hope that she makes him come up to me and tell the truth or punish him for what he did because in my eyes if he had the balls to ask me to do it then he should have the balls to tell me the truth face to face and look me in the eye the hole time.

School the next day and that it just hurt my heart that I had to go because I just think that people talk about last night on how I stupid for tell on Ryan for that why did I just have sex with him for really because not all guys like him would ever be to a girl like him and that be my only change and that later down the line I was gone see that it was a big mistake shut both guys down and that I should think hard next time that a guy  take take's me out on a date or that am I gone shut ever guy that hits on me or am I not in to guys at all.

But that did not happen to me today at school and that people were even look at me wish I was grateful for but I think that Ryan mom told him not to tell anyone and that she punish him for what he did since my mom call his mom right way she actly got him right at the door and start ask him what in the hell make him do what he did to me and that he lost his truck for a while and that he is to apology to me and to explain for his actshen and I did see him in the holy way but I did stop I keep walk but he was gone walk up to me but I had when in the girls bathroom so that he could and I stay in there until the one mint bell ring then I when to class and that I run because I new he was be wait until the bell ring because his class was cross the holy  as was my.

So I when to all my class but the last one suck because I had both Novel and Ryan in the class so if not one it the another try talk to another massager or note and that they do it when there friends were looking or hit could even be both of them one on massager and the another notes huh but when the bell ring I had run out of the room and down the road so that they could get the change to talk to me.

I just new that Ryan was gone also try and talk to me at home since we are naber's once again and I just know that I had to snick out but I just when up on the ruff because that was my special place and that park so I was gone let them talk to me and that I just feel that I had to try and fine someone so I just when and though about how it happen and I just know that ever time I look at each of them I feel like my heart being broken all over again so that why I just thought it was best to stay way.