the guy the guy that I though that hate me and thought I was stupid for a girl

Chapter 11

As I slow write a letter Novel would know that I can hear what they are say and that when he say I think she know we are talk about her and I just look at the teacher and make a small smile and then look back down and that they would just stop talk for few secant so all I would just do is that.

 What it seam to be is that I let the class leave first when I need to talk to the teacher and that it just  stupid and that the teacher would keep tell me don't let it get to you and he remind me how long I have until I am done for good and that all I need to be told and I let it go and my mom would tell me to and that I just know that I can keep going so I just would walk ross the hallway because that where my next class was.

I see that things have just got me a little to much but when it came to six hour Novel would try talk to me and say Hi, how your day go and I just would say thing and that I sometimes look at him and then walk way and that I just think it be funny to me and when Novel would talk to the teacher and then I be listen to music.

I just new that Novel was a little cute that why when he was pay tench I would look at him and when he did have his long hair look but once he had it I stop look at him all to gather so I just would let it go and I tell myself don't look at him because he ugly when I feel it go though my body that he was he was cute.

I just think about sometimes how cute Novel was before he grown his hair long and that I just wonder what to do and that I want know what it is about me he was try to know and that I want see sometimes but I pale myself back and that I would do it and that I would most of the time just think about the guy when he walk way or not there in the class room but when Novel say good by to the teacher I say it sometimes  but and for secant there he be look at me then walk way and I just would do thing but look back on the computer and  change the music.

But all I would just start think about how it be nice to go to prom someone like him or better then him but I can see myself not going to prom with someone so I just think about how things have been just so hard to think clear all though school when we sometimes look at each other things have been so hear or like it love sometimes to me when me and Novel hit eye to eye and that just it I want share anything about myself to him I can never get it.