Falling Deeply

24.

The rest of the week went horrible. School was the worst part I always saw Jimin with a new girl every single day or minute, I stopped hanging out with my friends like I usually do in school, I didn't eat, sleep and I only stayed in bed which wasn't bad because it's something I always do bed is my husband besides Rose.

Does that make me a cheater for cheating on Rose with my bed? I don't think so.

But that's not the point Jisoo, Rose and Lisa all tried to cheer me up and take me to a party but right now I didn't want to go anywhere I just want to stay in bed like can't they understand that.

"C'mon there is a party today and we are going I don't care what you say because your leaving this bed right now so get get ready to go to mall with us and the boys!" Lisa says pulling my legs from the bed in which I was in with Jisoo I tried  holding on to Jisoo but Lisa was stronger and kept on pulling me. When I was at the edge  of the she quickly picked me bridal style and took me to the bathroom.

"Take a bath now!" Lisa yelled dropping me a bit hard. I looked at her and started to fake cry in which Lisa widens her eyes and tries to shut me up but Rose quickly barged in.

"Who hurt my wifey!" Rose yells and I smirk at Lisa who just gulped

"I was trying to tell her to take a bath and I probably dropped her hard but I had no intentions in hurting her you know I love her as well." Lisa says and I just chuckle quickly getting up and walking towards my mirror to see how I looked and shit I'm surprised I didn't break the mirror or scared any kids yet.

"I look horrible really horrible" I say turning around to see Lisa nodding in which I glared at her.

"What it's partially true but just know you are perfect in my eyes you always look beautiful to me" Lisa says while giving me a back hug and I scoff at her.

"Hey! Hands of my wifey y-you wifey stealer!" Rose yelled while coming towards and pushing Lisa away from me to give me a back hug.

"Ok ok if you guys want me to go to the party you guys are going to have to stop fighting and leave the bathroom because I need to take a bath" I said and they nod quickly getting out the bathroom but I still heard them bicker in which I chuckle.

I start taking my clothes off and turned the warm water on entering in.

I quickly felt relaxed, while closing my eyes pictures of Jimin kissing every girl came up so I clench my fist hard trying to breathe in and out trying to relax myself again but it wasn't working.

Maybe going to this party will distract me from him maybe I'll find a guy there and you never know what will happen maybe we become something in the future or maybe going to this party is a bad idea because Jimin might be there and he'll probably be kissing a girl maybe I should start doing what he's doing but instead of kissing a girl I could just go kiss any boy in the party maybe find the perfect guy never mind scratch that there is no perfect boy in this cruel cruel world. I sigh. Fuck my love life.

Minutes later after taking a bath I quickly get out and see the girls using their phones when they saw me they quickly smiled and sat up.

"I don't have nothing to wear" I quickly say trying to avoid to go to the mall with the boys.

"Jennie you have the whole Chanel and Gucci store in your closet what do you mean you have nothing to wear" Jisoo says opening my closet room and she wasn't wrong I love Gucci and Chanel they are my favorite stores besides H&M or Zumies or Champion I probably like all stores.

"So go and change or do you want me to change you" Jisoo says and I widen my eyes quickly entering my closet and picking some grey sweatpants with a white crop top, a grey sweater and some white shoes forgetting to grab a jacket since it was December and at this month the weather is really cold.