Falling Deeply

31.

Jimin's POV

This... u-us we where a m-mistake" She said her voice cracking. I looked at her, my tears coming down but I didn't care if she saw. She needed to know that she means a lot to me.

"J-Jennie please I know you don't m-mean that" I said before grabbing her face cupping it on my hands.

"Jimin we are so different you and I we don't work out. J-Jimin you never did trust me. This is not my fault and not even yours it's both of our faults." She says, making my heart break into little pieces she's right I never did have trust this was all my fault not hers.

"Please Jennie don't leave me" I said, more tears coming down in which she swiped them away.

"I think we both need some space... just stay away from me you and I both know we need this" she said, quickly letting go of my arm and walking away but I grabbed her before she left the room and gave her one last passionate kiss.

"Goodbye Jimin... for now" she said, leaving the room after. That's when I knew my whole life has been destroyed. I lost the most precious person that actually cared for me and I lost it because of me.

It was all my fault.

Jennie's POV:

"Merry Christmas guys!" My dad said jumping on all of us that where sharing a bed which included me, Rose, Jisoo and Lisa. We screamed and fell falling on each other.

"Dadddddd!" I groan, hitting him in the shoulder which made him chuckle.

"I'm sorry" he said before getting off of us and helping us up from the floor. I threw one of my pillows towards him on the way out of my room.

"C'mon it's Christmas" Lisa said making me groan again. I remember last Christmas the girls and I spent it together with my parents since their parents where working.

"Fine fine but first let me take a bath I feel dirty" I said as I unbraid the braids and took out the snowflakes out of my hair as well.

I smile at the thought of yesterday. The kiss that Jimin and I gave each other. It couldn't stop me from thinking that I miss him. I sigh before turning on the water and stepping in.

10 minutes later

I dressed in some blue high waisted jeans with a cropped white knitted sweater paired with my white vans when I looked myself in the mirror I smiled at my look and quickly went down stairs to see the girls ready and dressed but the thing that surprised me was our house was decorated. It was beautiful the tree was up and there where still some presents. I went to the kitchen to see my friends, brother, my parents and Jimin eating their breakfast.

"Finally your down here, come sit down I'll give you your pancakes and your hot cocoa." My mother said standing up from her seat and coming back with my pancakes and hot cocoa.

"Thanks mom" I said taking a seat next to Jungkook who was talking to Jimin. I felt uncomfortable having Jimin on the same table with him looking at me every single second especially after what happened today well at 12:00 am.

"Oh sweetie I forgot to tell you some really handsome boy came to give you flowers but you where asleep and he said not to wake you up....he is such a kind boy" my mom said making me confused. I look over to Jimin who was clenching his jaw indicating he was mad.

"You didn't tell me you had a boyfriend Jennie" my dad said making me choke on my hot cocoa in which Jisoo patted my back.

"What no no I don't even know who you are talking about" I said quickly looking at Jimin who looked pissed.