Falling Deeply

46.

10 years passed: Jimin's POV

Tomorrow is the day of my marriage... a forced marriage that my dad made me agree on. I don't love her and she doesn't love me but we are still getting married.

I agreed to this force marriage knowing that I would never fall in love with someone else other then Jennie.... ten years have passed and I haven't dated a single person after Jennie, never looked at someone, never flirted, or talked until now that I am to marry Nayeon. Jennie just owns my heart and I believe she will... forever.
(I picked Nayeon because I saw a post that said Dispatch will reveal Jimin and Nayeon dating but I believe it's false)

"Aren't you happy your getting married to the one and only Nayeon." My father said, I just nodded not fully paying attention since my thoughts were on Jennie, her death date was soon and I'm planning on buying a bunch of flowers to put on her grave.

"Jimin are you hearing what I'm trying to tell you right?" He asked, I stood up from my chair and faced him giving him a serious face.

"Father if your talking about Nayeon and the wedding then I'm not interested... I'm marrying her without love and I believe it's always going to be that way until I die. You forced me to marry her and I agreed knowing that I would probably never love her but that's alright with me since it makes you and mom happy knowing that I'm a married man." I said, walking more closer to him.

"But son what about grandkids?" My father asked.

"I don't know and I don't want to think about it father... you know my heart would forever be with Jennie and it would stay like that wether you make me marry someone else." I said before walking towards the door but stopped when my father grabbed my wrist.

"Jimin, Jennie.... Jennie is dead and you got to accept that. You can't keep on loving her, she wouldn't want that." My father said, I scoffed and fully turned around to face him.

"She wouldn't want that but I would... you or anyone can't control the way I feel about her, she was my everything father and no one would replace her not even Nayeon or any pretty person that you try to get me with." I said before leaving his office and walking towards the elevator to see Nayeon get out.

"Oh... hey Jimin." She said, awkwardly and shy while she got out the elevator. I gave her a fake smile and slightly bowed before getting in the elevator and closing the doors.

I sighed in frustration hoping that what I'm doing is right. Marrying someone without being in love is really tough. I thought one day I would marry Jennie and have a perfect family with our friends but I guess god had other plans for me and her... she was to die at a early age while I was to marry someone whom I don't love. But it was my decision to agree and if I have to pay the consequences later on then so be it.

When I reached the first floor I smiled when I saw Jisoo and Jin waiting outside in the dark with the rest of my friends inside the car.

"Hey Chim Chim what's going on?" Jisoo asked while ruffling my hair earning a glare from me.

"Aish stop glaring at me you remind me of Jen-" she said but stopped when, she was about to spit her name out. She widened her eyes and covered her mouth before facing Jin who just chuckled.

"I'm sorry." She said, I smiled and ruffled her hair.

"It's ok Jisoo it's not like if her name is a curse, she was your bestfriend as well so don't be afraid to talk about her but only good things." I said, she chuckled and nodded before heading inside the car with Jin and I behind her trail.