Falling Deeply

32.

Jimin's POV: 2 weeks have passed

It has been the worst two weeks of my life. New Years was horrible I stayed home doing nothing but just write on my diary and look through photos of Jennie and I in which didn't help especially now that where back to school see each other everyday. It looks like she's doing ok probably better then I am.

Ren has been taking her to school everyday and it's really annoying seeing the girl you love ever since junior year hang out with your enemy. It fucking sucks!

"Yo bro... Jimin are you ok you look.... horrible man" Namjoon said making me frown. I look at myself, I'm wearing a black hoodie and some grey sweatpants, with my black cap paired up with my timberlands. I don't look my best but it's still not my worst. I have eyebags under my eyes from lack of sleep and I don't hang really hang out with the boys anymore I just go to school, skip sometimes and just go back home to see her through my window again.

She said she wanted space and I'm giving it to her but I don't think I can last any longer.

"Yea man I'm fine" I said, getting up from my seat and walking out the lunchroom to go to the bathroom. Without looking I bumped into someone making her fall with her books. I look down to see Jennie in which I quickly get down to help her. Without noticing our hands touched while grabbing the same book in which we quickly pulled away.

"My bad" I said in a serious tone not trying to show any emotions. I'm doing this all for her. So I need to try and stop myself from grabbing her and kissing her right here.

"It's ok" she replied quickly picking her other books up and walking away. I sigh before getting up and walking inside the library to read. Reading for me was a distraction from everything and everyone especially from her.

4 hours passed.

"Hey um excuse me but the library is closing teachers will be having a meeting here so you'll have to leave" The Liberian said, I got up taking the book with me and leaving the library.  School was over and I've skipped three classes, two in which I have with Jennie.

I sigh before looking up to see Jungkook entering the boys locker room. I remember today we had football practice but what's the point of me going if I still couldn't play as much. I was about to turn to a corner but stopped when I saw it was Jennie and Ren talking.

"Do you want to go on a date?" Ren said making me clench my jaw in madness. I was waiting for her to answer hoping she would say no and leave.

"Ren... I-I don't know... look your amazing but I don't want to lead you on thinking you'll have a chance with me because honestly I don't even know. You know I like Jimin and I'm not sure those feelings would leave any time soon." She said making me smile. She still has feelings for me! Her saying that literally made my day.

"I don't know why you like h-him. He doesn't even trust you! Which is the reason why you and him no longer are together. Jennie I'm only asking for this one date. This date doesn't mean you automatically have to like me we are just taking it step by step maybe in the future you could finally forget him" he said making my insides boil. I should leave before I go there and punch him.

"Forget Jimin.... that's impossible to do." She said making me feel all giddy and happy.

"But he isn't even trying Jennie.... not even trying to get you back" he said making me feel dumb... I should be trying to get her back.