Who Would I Be Without You? //Ben Cook fanfic// *FINISHED*

Nineteen: No Turning Back

A/N: Okay, so the beginning of this chapter gets a little sexy, not explicitly though! A bit of making out and the mentioning of clothes being removed, but that's it! I hope that's alright <3

My phone has been buzzing like crazy for about 20 minutes now but it doesn't register in my mind to check it as I stare blankly ahead of me. I'm running on pure adrenaline in that moment as I climb the stairs of the apartment complex and march down the hallway to the right apartment, knocking on the door fast and loud.

I do this for a few minutes before the door actually opens and Sky is stood in the doorway, wearing sweats and an old T-shirt.

He blinks a few times and his eyebrow furrows as he stares at me, "Olivia? Hey, what're you doing here?" He asked, leaning against the door frame. "I mean, not that I'm not happy to see you, of course I am but--"

I cut off his run on sentence by grabbing his face with both my hands, pulling him forward and pressing my lips to his. I don't know how long we stood there for just kissing, but we slowly progress into the apartment, Sky backing up into the back of the sofa, almost falling over, to which I take full advantage and sit in his lap,breaking our lips for a split second before going back to our intimate make-out session.

After a few more minutes, we come up for breath and Sky stares back at me in awe. "What the hell is happening right now?" He asks, his voice breathless and quiet.

"You want me to stop?" I ask, just as breathless as he was.

He shook his head. "No." He replied shortly, closing the distance between us and proceeding the kiss, stopping again. "That is if you want to too?" I nod and begin the kiss once again.

Sky pulls me closer to him and holds me tight as he stands up. I take the hint and wrap my legs around his waist and he guides us in the direction of his bedroom, still not breaking our lips apart as he kicked open the door and laid me down on the bed.

We pull apart and I unzip my hoodie, throwing it to the side as Sky discards his sweats and help him take off his t-shirt. My top is off next and we're back to making out.

"Are you sure you still want to do this?" Sky asks after a few minutes and I stare back up at him, breathless as I nod enthusiastically. "Yes, I am, you?"

Sky smirks back at me, nodding quickly and kissed me gently yet passionately, beginning to unbutton my jeans...

~*~

About 30 minutes later, Sky and I lay together, our limbs twisting together comfortably, my head on his chest, his head on mine with his arm draped over my waist.

"That...was...awesome!" Sky breathes out, chuckling gently and planting a kiss on top of my head. I smile, sighing deeply and contently. "Yeah, it was."

"Was it...OK for you?" Sky asks curiously, a small wavering of nervousness to his tone.

I laugh quietly into his chest. "Of course it was! More than okay...especially for my first time."

I felt Sky smirk against my forehead, placing his hand on his chest. "I am honoured to be your first!"

I poke him in the ribs and he lets out a hearty little laugh and I sigh contently. This was probably one of my better spur of the moment decisions as of late, unlike some in the past (like after I started being friends with Alex and Jessica started making fun of me and spread the story that I had the 'gay plague' and I knocked one of her teeth out to teach her a lesson) this one actually ended happily and hopefully won't land me in hot water like it has done before.