warning: contains smut. this entire chapter is pure smut SOOO bye
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"I don't have much time," I said as Calum pushed me on the bed, carefully that I didn't hurt myself but still with some force. He clearly wanted to be in control tonight. "I have the girls night tonight," I managed to make out between the kisses he was putting on my neck, marking me.
"Well, it's not like you canceled our plans a few nights ago to fuck someone else," he said, his voice low, sending shivers through my body. I rolled my eyes as I pulled his shirt off. "It's not like you're not fucking others, girls. We're allowed to. We're here for each other when we can't find someone else, right?" I said and he hovered above me for a second, his full weight supporting on his arms beside my head.
He nodded.
"Yeah, exactly. We get to fuck whoever we want. That's the beauty of not being in a relationship," he said. "It's like - like a sexual relief until we find a partner, right?" and I nodded, trying my best to keep the act up and not show him the way he made my heartbreak.
Just sex - no feelings.
Because he still didn't love me.
His hands made it's way down my shirt, pulling it off. "Just sex," I whispered before his lips touched mine again, sending more shivers through my body.
Hands traveling behind my back, unhooking my bra and slowly taking it off my body. When my hands traveled down his naked chest to his pants, I stopped kissing him for a second as he started helping my pull them off his long legs.
"What happened to your hand?" I said, suddenly stopping everything I was doing and grabbing his right hand that was covered by some bruises.
"Can you quit talking and just fuck me?" he said, almost annoyed by the fact that I asked. "Jesus, sorry. Maybe you should quit teasing me then." I muttered back before pulling my pants and panties off in one motion.
Sorry that I care.
He quickly smashed his lips back on mine, making me forget everything else as I hooked my fingers behind his boxers, pulling them down, exposing his already hard dick.
Calum spread my legs apart and started stroking my inner thigh. "Calum - please," I whispered. He smirked as he slowly pushed one finger in, making me wince a bit.
I couldn't believe that once again I was back in bed with Calum. He added another finger as he circled his thumb over my clit. "F-fuck," I mumbled as I closed my eyes, grabbing the sheets of the hotel bed. He went a little faster and I could feel my high building up.
"Cal, I-I'm close." I moaned and suddenly - he pulled out.
I opened my eyes again, looking at the man who was reaching for a condom. "Seriously?!" I said, frustrated and horny and I just wanted to cum. I wanted Calum to make me.
Calum chuckled. "That's karma for ditching me a few days ago," he said, ripping the condom open as I stared at him in desperation. "You are the worst," I muttered as he rolled the condom down to his base.
"So I've been told," he said. Probably hinting to one of our fights when we were still dating, but I didn't really care at this point. It was weird how when we were having sex we acted like we used to do, but once we're done we would go back to nothing. Guess that's what you get with this thing.
Calum used his hands to bent my legs, kneeling between them. His eyes met mine again. "Ready?" he asked huskily, one hand supporting his erection.
I nodded and was pushed straight back against the bed as he entered me. He didn't waste any time, his hips reaching mine on the first thrust and I let out a low whimper, reaching my hands around to grip the top of his back. My nails dug into his skin.
"Please," I begged lowly, rocking my own hips forward onto him. Calum let out a low moan and grabbed my waist. "Want me to go harder?" he asked and I nodded, my eyes searching for his. "Yes," I pleased.
His eyes locked into mine and he started thrusting back into me harder. Calum moaned my name as I cried out his, both being extremely loud. "F-fuck, Liz," he moaned, burying his head into my shoulder as he pushed in and out again.
Our sex was still so different than the sex we used to have. When we dated, our sex was so vanilla, but now it was rougher like we both were just really frustrated. I knew Calum liked it rough but he was always scared of hurting me because of my previous relationship with Tommy, but now we both realized that the rough sex is something that apparently fitted us well, even though Calum did check up on me to make sure I was okay with everything.
Calum started to echo me, swear words spilling for his lips as increased his speed. I swiveled my hips on him, shaping circles against his cock. "Fuck. Fuck, Liz!" his voice started to rise. I wrapped my arms around his back to pull myself into an embrace with him and his hands dropped to grip underneath my thighs.
My fingers still scratched up and down his back, our bare chests pressed tightly together. Then, just as he slammed in for the last time, I felt the pleasure that had been dancing around by my stomach rush up and submerge, forcing me to drop my head and fall limp, Calum's hands reached up to support my arched back. I felt my hips twitching against his but fireworks danced before my eyes, unable to focus as I moaned his name.
Only a second later Calum followed and waited for both of us to ride down our highs before pulling out, breathing heavily.
He discarded the condom, his weight leaving the bed.
"Wanna shower first? You're meeting the girls in an hour," he said and I opened my eyes.
"Yeah, sure," I said and I took a deep breath and climbed out of the bed before disappearing into the shower.
The sex was amazing, so why did I feel so broken?
While I was standing in the shower, I heard a knock on the door and Calum opening it. I didn't pay much attention to it as I turned the shower off and grabbed a towel. I heard the door close again and presumed that it was room service leaving again.
After wrapping the towel around my body, I unlocked the bathroom and walked outside to grab my clothes that were still scattered around his bed.
"Oh - Oh, I didn't know - Sorry, sorry." I heard a voice different than Calum's say, almost making me drop my towel. I turned around to be faced with Luke, who was staring at me. Calum, who managed to put on his boxers and pants, but still was shirtless, looked at me as well with a face of guilt.
"I'm leaving now," he said, turning around with a red face and quickly leaving the hotel room, leaving Calum and me standing there.
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poor luke has seen it all by now
ok so quick summary for people who are confused (aka summary for me bc im confused) theyve been fucking for like a mOnTH but both are still in love with eachother but think the other isnt in love with them anymore and theyre really broken n sad n fuck other people n fuck each other n basically theyre both hoe's
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track and trace // calum hood
Fanfictionthis is book 2 of the lost and found series! please read lost & found before you read track & trace! :) after the hiatus, the boys finally released their new album and are going back on tour. elizabeth is going with them. this time, she has a job. i...