Heart Throb // Taehyung x reader {BEING EDITED}

~38~

I sit on the couch stroking Tae's hair softly as we watch his favorite shows. He seems slightly happier but of course, he is hurting. I want to fix him, but I know that it wont be easy. He cries often. I just arrived this morning but he has been non-stop crying. I finally got him to stop when we started watching the kdrama Your House Helper. We both love that drama. 

"Y/n?" He says. I look down at him. "Hmm?" I hum in response. "Thank you for coming here, I dont know what I would do without you." He says softly.  I smile. He lays his head back down on my lap and I continue to play with his hair. The funeral is in a few days.  Tae and I are going back to Seoul together after the funeral. I want to be as close to him as possible to keep him strong. Its now 10pm and Im starting to get tired. Tae's dad comes out from the kitchen.

"Guys you should head to bed soon." Mr. Kim says handing us some tea. I bow. "Thank you Mr. Kim. He looks tired, and hurt. "Y/n, can we talk for a minute?" Mr. Kim asks. I nod. I get up and walk into the kitchen with him.

"Are you sure that you will be okay?" He asks. I sigh. "To be honest I'm not really sure. I want to do my best and thats what I'm going to do, even if i break." I say. He nods. He sighs and puts his hand on mine. "I believe that you can make him better, please try your hardest, fighting!" He says. I nod. I hear a faint cry and I look into the living room. I get up and rush over. Tae was crying again. 

"Tae, your okay...I'm here. P-please..." I stutter. I cant break, I have to stay strong. Then I remember my mom and I collapse on the floor. Tae's eyes widen. He gets up and rushes to my side. I breath heavily with tears streaming down my cheeks. I cant do it. Tae stopped crying. He wraps his arms around me and I begin to cry harder. He strokes my hair. It hurts. I know how he feels. I was supposed to help him, but instead I was the one who broke down in tears. He looks afraid of what might happen. I then remember what Jimin told me. I take a deep breath. 

"I-im okay...." I say. He looks at me with so much fear in his eyes that I can barely take it. "D-did I do this to you?"  He asks. I shake my head quickly. "No TaeTae, This happened alot,  I realized what you were going through and I broke, I promised myself I wouldn't break, but i did. Im sorry Tae." I say softly. He wipes the tears out of my eyes. "It will be okay, we will get through this together." He says. "We have each other." He says. The fear in his eyes turn from fear to Love in a second. He was right. 

"You're right." I say softly. He gives me a small smile then hugs me tightly. "I feel bad because I came here to help you, but then you ended up helping me instead." I sniff. He chuckles. 
"Y/n we both are mourning so why not just help each other." He says. I nod and a small smile arises on my face. I get up and sit on the couch again. He gets up and sits next to me and smiles softly at me. "We will get through this together, okay?" He asks. I nod and wrap my arms around him tightly. I lay my head on his shoulder. He smiles again. 

"Tae, do you ever...just want to cry for hours?" I ask. He nods. "Yeah, but when I'm with you, that feeling goes away." He says. I nod then smile softly. His hands roam up and down my back gently. I sigh. "We should get to bed." I say. He nods. Before  I can get up he puts his arm under my leg and one on my back and picks me up bridal style. I giggle as he carries me into his room. He closes the door behind him. He puts me down and grins at me. I giggle then kiss the tip of his nose.

"Your really cute you know that right?" I ask. He winks at me then nods. Theres a soft barking noise coming from the bathroom. Tae walks over and opens the door letting a tiny Pomeranian puppy run out. My eyes widen as the tiny dog runs out. "You have a dog?" I ask. He nods. "Come here Tan." Tae says. He sits on the bed and the dog jumps up and lays on his lap. I smile softly then walk over and sit on the bed with them.

"Is his name Tan?" I ask. Tae pats the puppy's head. "That's his nickname. His real name is Yeotan." He says. I nod. I stroke Yeotan's head softly. The puppy gets up and sits on my lap. Tae's eyes widen. "Wow, he has never acted like that to anyone else. I think he likes you." Tae says winking at me. I smile then stroke the puppy's back. Tae's eyes are filled with love once again. "You would be a great mom." Tae says softly. I smile again. I thought he was joking but when I look up at him, he is serious. "You really think so?" I ask. He nods then looks back down at Tan. 

"Isn't that right Tannie? Y/n would be a great mom and a great Wife." He says. My eyes widen. He just said wife. Tae grins at me. "Did I scare you?" He asks. I nod and he pats my head. Though, I want to marry him. He would make a great husband. My parents would have wanted him as my husband. We have been together for almost a year and a half now. Is it to early? Maybe I should wait.

Hola my doods
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