Happier

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/Trigger warnings/ Suicide, heartbreak

Romans POV

Walking down 29th and Park

I saw you in another's arms

Only a month we've been apart

You look happier

It's only been a month, but it's seemed like an eternity.

Saw you walk inside a bar

He said something to make you laugh

I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours

Yeah, you look happier, you do

I wish you laughed like that with me, but I guess your better off with him...

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you

But ain't nobody love you like I do

I am so sorry, I still love you so much

Promise that I will not take it personal, baby

If you're moving on with someone new

I guess I should move on too, but I still love you

'Cause baby you look happier, you do

My friends told me one day I'll feel it too

And until then I'll smile to hide the truth

But I know I was happier with you

Nobody knows how much I miss you, they all think I moved on, but I was so much happier when we were together.

Sat on the corner of the room

Everything's reminding me of you

Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier

Aren't you?

I'm getting drunk every night, everything is a reminder that your better off without me

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you

But ain't nobody need you like I do

I know that there's others that deserve you

But my darling, I am still in love with you

I don't deserve to be with you, your much better off without me.

But I guess you look happier, you do

My friends told me one day I'd feel it too

I could try to smile to hide the truth

I know I was happier with you

I can't do this anymore...

Baby, you look happier, you do

I knew one day you'd fall for someone new

But if he breaks your heart like lovers do

Just know that I'll be waiting here for you

Goodbye.

He jumped.

Hey, I hope you liked it, I'm pretty proud of this. Thank you for reading, and thank you all so much for 200 reads!! You guys are the best!

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