Sander Sides Angsty Oneshots

Unwanted

Thanks @BunnyHopStar for the request, I hope you enjoy!

/Trigger Warnings/ Cutting, Self-deprecation, suicide

'Great, another video'  Logan thought sarcastically, having been interrupted by his book abruptly.

Thomas started the video, getting into the issue at hand.

Logan realized halfway through that he wasn't needed there. He hadn't added anything and the others were working out the issue just fine. 'I bet they wouldn't notice if I left'

They finished the video, Logan didn't need to add anything, 'I'm not important, they don't need me' 

Logan went up to his room, thinking that he was useless. As he sits on his bed he notices a box cutter on his desk...

One, two, five, eight... a nice even ten is where he stopped. Ten thin lines marked his right arm, blood flowing to the floor. He looked at the arm that held the blade, clean and pale. He switched hands and continued, now on his left arm. 

There was a knock at his door. "Just a sec" Logan called, trying to hide his arms and the blade quickly.

"Are you okay?"

Logan's eyes widened 'Roman!'

"Y-yeah, I'm fine"

The door opened

Romans eyes skimmed over Logan, who had already hidden everything.

"Are you sure your okay?" Roman asked.

"Yeah, just tired"

"Okay" Roman shut the door, Logan sighing in relief. He doesn't care. You're useless. Logan's thoughts began to run with thoughts of how he is unwanted, and thoughts of suicide. Just kill yourself, nobody would even notice. You're worthless, just die already.

He couldn't take it anymore, he just wanted his mind to shut up. He looked toward the box cutter shoved hastily under his bed. He went numb as he made up his mind, wanting to be free from his thoughts.

"Have you guys seen Logan lately?" Patton asked.

"I went to check on him after the video, he said he was tired, he's probably asleep," Roman said, unconcerned.

Patton wasn't so sure so he decided to check up on Logan.

"Logan?" Patton called through the door, opening it slightly. "You doing okay?" There was no response. Patton opened the door, stepping into the room. His eyes widen with the realization of what he saw.

"ROMAN, VIRGIL!!" He called, rushing down to where Logan lay, wrists laying in a pool of blood.

There were footprints behind him as Roman and Virgil entered. "Oh my..." Roman's voice fell as he took in what he saw.

Virgil had no words. "No, no this can't be real, nonono, this is just a dream, it has to be..." Tears fell down his face as reality hit hard. He fell to the floor, overcome with emotions.

Roman stood in shock, realizing how he could have prevented it by talking to Logan when he had the chance....

The one person most effected by all of this was Thomas, who had just lost all sense of logic.

While Roman, Virgil and Patton were giving, Thomas was put in a fun little room, covered in computer mattresses and he was in a hug jacket! None of them were the same since, and if Logan were still here, he would know just how necessary he is.

Hey, I hope you enjoyed. I'm sorry this is so late, I will try to be uploading at least every week, but obviously I am not good at schedules so... Who knows! Big thanks to @bunnyhopstar for the request, I will post a happy ending soon, but I want to get this out first.
Thanks for reading, bye!