When Max saw her reaction he rolled with his eyes again. He just wanted her to go away so he could be by himself again:" WHAT?! WHAT the hell do you want?" "I...I wanted to ask if...if you know where Rafa-" But she couldn't finish her sentence:" NO, no I don't know where he is. YOU are always with him so how should I know?" Max' eyes got wide when he saw that Eva laid her hand softly and gently on his arm." Max, I'm sorry." And for a short moment his eyes got softer:" I know that Rafael means a lot to you and since I'm here you two don't have so much time together." The softness in his face faded away again and the anger got deeper and higher.
He don't wanted to be selfish and he don't wanted to hate so much on Eva because to be true she was a nice and honest girl and she didn't do anything wrong. The only thing he wanted was his brother because without him he felt so empty. He just couldn't take the fact that Eva got what he wanted. Rafael. Max wanted his brother by his side and so her words hurt so much in his heart and her touché burned like fire on his skin. Max had the feeling that he couldn't control anything anymore and he hated it and couldn't handle it anymore. He slapped her hand harshly away, pushed her a little bit and yelled:" DON'T TOUCH ME!!"
Eva was so surprised from his actions that she lost her balance and fell to the ground:" Max! What have you done?!" Max' head shot up and he saw how Rafael came in and rushed over to Eva and he helped her to get up. Max didn't said anything. He don't wanted to hurt Eva but he couldn't think clearly. He didn't noticed anything just how Eva nodded and left the room. Now Rafael stood with crossed arms in front of his chest and an angry face in front of his little brother. Max' body shivered when he heard Rafael' cold voice. " Max, what is the meaning of all this? Since Eva and her brother are here you act totally strange...You isolate yourself and talk to no one! Dad and Papa are hurt and worried! I'M worried!" After the last sentence Max growled a little bit:" As if..." Rafael raised his eyebrows:" Max I love you, you are my brother and I know that you don't like to meet new people but...but you must understand that I want to meet new ones...!"
Max laughed in disbelief but he tried to avoid Rafael' gaze:" Don't lie to me! Now you have HER..." Rafael' eyes got wide:" Max...are you...jealous? If this is the case than I need to tell you that this is ridiculous and you know that!" Max couldn't do that anymore. All the feelings he had came out all at ones and he couldn't stop it:" Jealous?No, I'm not. I...I hate her. I hate this girl so much! I don't care about her and for me she is just an obstacle! She don't belong here! NEVER!!" "And because of that you are hurting her?!Max, that's not you. That's not my brother anymore and when you act like that I don't want to listen to you anymore!" Rafael wanted to go but then he turned around one last time and pointed angrily with his finger at his little brother:" And I warn you, Max! Don't hurt her again!" And without saying another word Rafael left and left his little brother behind.
Max didn't knew what to do. His brother never said something like that to him before. Until now the two of them where there for each other but now Max was alone. Was Rafael right and he was jealous? When he thought about it he shook with his head and tried to push the thought away. How could Rafael do something like that? How could he choose that girl over his family? Max was so deep into his thoughts that he didn't noticed how tears rolled down his cheeks:" Max? What's wrong? What happened?"
Max felt a warm hand on his shoulder. Max looked up and looked into the golden green eyes of Magnus. Magnus stroke the tears softly with his thump from Max' cheeks:" Papa, I'm...I'm so... so sorry..." Magnus didn't knew what had happened and he didn't knew if Max would tell him but he knew that his son needed someone. Someone who would catch him when he felt alone. He hugged Max and pressed him tight at his body like he could give all his love through the hug. Gently he stroke with one hand over Max' dark hair and tried to hold back his own tears. He couldn't see his son so sad like that. Max pressed his face into Magnus' chest and let go of all his tears and sadness. No one said a word but that wasn't important because Max got what he needed and wanted. Warmth.
When Max had calmed down again he decided to go home. No one was there. He wanted to lay down a little bit and so he tried to sleep but his thoughts didn't let him so he decided to go out this night. He stood up and took off his cloths and now he stood in front of his closet just with his boxers on.
Normally his cloths were very plane but when he wanted to go out he looked different. He grabbed black pants and then a dark red elegant shirt with golden buttons. He went into the bathroom and sprayed a little bit of Magnus' perfume over his upper body. Then he closed his shirt expect from the first two buttons. You could barely recognize him and he looked very handsome. His parents and the others had never seen him like that and they didn't knew that he sometimes went out. He could hide it very good and a few minutes later he stood in front of a Downworlder Club.
He knew that here no one cared who he was or from which family he came from. He never saw any Shadowhunters in this Club and that was good. Here he was alone and finally could forget everything. The man in front of the door eyed Max from head to toe and Max hadn't hide his Demonmarks and you could see his dark blue skin and his black devilish horns. He could see that the man thought that he was hot. Max smiled seductively at the man:" Hay." Max said with a sexy and gentle voice.
It didn't take more effort for Max until the man opened the door:" Come in. We always want so...handsome guys like you." The man winked at Max and let him in. When Max was inside the first thing he noticed was the beat of the music and the second thing was the heat of the people. The whole Club was filled with every kind of Downworlder and no one cared who came from where. When Max walked over to the bar he felt the seductively looks on his back but that was what he liked and what he needed right now.
When he reached the bar he waved the girl behind it over to him. It was a vampire girl with long brown hair:" Hay, handsome. What can I get you?" And then she winked at him. He laughed a little bit:" Give me anything strong please. I want to feel good." "Oh, someone needs a good time?" And now Max' laugher got louder and the girl got him his drink.
He took it and turned around to look at the crowed. He sipped from his drink and felt the alcohol burned down his throat and was pleasant at the same time. Exactly what he needed and for the first time since what felt like ever he felt very good and free.
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MALEC Lightwood-Bane Family ( BOOK 1 )
Hayran KurguThis Fanfiction is about the Lightwood-Bane family. It's after the big war and Rafael and Max Lightwood-Bane are young adults. For this story I came up with new charakters on my own so don't be confused ( PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT ENGLISH IS NOT MY M...