"What do you mean what do I mean.." I said, trying desperately to avoid explaining what I meant. I just met him a month ago. I've already asked him to sleep with me even though its in a non-sexual way. "Sara....don't try to avoid this." Rick said, shifting his body so that he was no longer on his back, but now on his side so he could get a better look at me. He was smiling the whole time. He knew what he was doing. "I, um, well...you see.." I was trying to avoid sounding stupid but you see how well that went. I was laying on my back and by this point I was playing with the sheets, looking around the room desperately trying to not look into Rick's eyes. "You know I'm old enough to be your father right?" Rick let out a low laugh as he said that. I stopped avoiding and looked directly into his eyes. I smiled and my cheeks were burning with embarrassment and he could tell I was nervous. "I know..I just meant that you're a real nice guy and you clearly care for others so she's really stupid for leaving you without any explanation..." I said playing with my own fingers. "Plus you're really really attractive" I managed to whisper really low, thinking Rick couldn't hear me. "I'm sorry what was that?" he asked sarcastically. "Um nothing, I have to pee" I said getting up quickly and racing to the bathroom.
I did my business and went back into my room to see the lantern turned down almost all the way but I could still see enough to know that the bed was empty and a certain someone missing from my room. "Probably scared him, way to go Sara" I said to myself as I walked back to my bed. That's when I was spun around a slammed into a wall. "So, I'm really really attractive, huh?" The voice said. Instantly I knew who it was. "Oh...you actually heard that? Sorry dad ." I said sarcastically as a smile crept onto my face. "Oh you think you're so funny, don't you, little girl." I laughed as he said that, and went to push myself off the wall to walk past him, when I felt his strong arms push me back to my original position, only this time taking my arms above my head and pinning me against the wall. "R-Rick..you're scaring me...." my voice trailed off as I felt his hot breath on my neck. "Baby girl, you have nothing to be scared about. I'm gonna make you feel so good tonight." My stomach did a huge combination of flips and flops and I was eager but nervous. I had never been with an older man before. If I'm gonna be honest, I have never had sex before. I'm still a virgin.
"Rick" I managed to speak as he was kissing my neck. "Hmm?" was the only thing he could manage to get out through his kisses on my neck. "The last time you were this close to me you were threatening to kill me.." Rick stopped and looked into my eyes. "Want me to be honest?" he asked. I nodded my head and he brought his face close to my ear and in a low whisper he said "The last time I was this close to you I wanted to do exactly what I'm doing right now. When I first laid my eyes on you, I thought you were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen." He backed his face up to look at mine, trying to read my expression. "Rick I have a confession to make" I said avoiding eye contact. He stayed in the same position, towering over me with my arms still pinned above my head. "And what's that?" he questioned, biting his bottom lip. "I -" I let out a sigh and he scanned my face for the rest of my confession. I found some courage and looked him directly in the eye. "I'm a virgin."
