Meredith's Thoughts Volume 3

basically

Soooo basically:
- apologized to Michael about being petty and said I don't want there to be any hard feelings (said this in person)
- he completely avoids me and blocked me (?)
- still sad
- started birth control for cramps
- best friend still isn't at school
- zac prayed for my cramps to go away last period and I didn't have cramps all the rest of the time
- spent the night at Izzy's Saturday to Sunday and that was fun yeet
- we went to church that morning and at first things weren't going well but then we all prayed over her and she cried so like idk where she's standing on religion
- I wanna take my best friend there to pray for her migraines but I'm scared to ask her if she for real wants to come
- trying to distance from Sophia and Abby (Izzy is too)
- get my braces off the 19th
- went to floodgate home group Christmas party thing and it was fun
- strange occurrences slightly happened^
-thinking about switching schools
-afraid of switching schools idk what to do
- miss Michael kinda still idek theres nothing I can do
- going to see a therapist soon
- grades are barely hanging in there
Ugh