Meredith's Thoughts Volume 3

if i could tell the truth

If I could tell the truth,
And if I could just talk with you,
I'd say;
- I started going to a psychiatrist
- I'm working on getting closer with God
- I'm trying to get myself in a good crowd
- Erika hasn't been to school in months and it's been really hard
- Things with my parents aren't going so well
- I'm sad that Max is leaving this year
- I might switch schools
- School kinda sucks
- I got a bracelet for Christmas
- I cut my hair and I love it
- I'm excited for my Winterfest dress
- My ring is a mood ring and it represents my friend cult, everyone has one (or used to)
- I got my braces off on december 19th
- I'm thinking about becoming a mental health therapist
- I've been listening to some new music
- But I've also been listening to a lot of old Taylor Swift
- I started birth control a month ago
- My dad might lose his job
- My favorite movie is Mamma Mia 2
- I think about you everyday
- I miss the feeling of being in love
- I'm not going to avoid you
- But im not gonna go purposely talk to you
- I wrote a decent song for once
- I hope you can find it in you to love God
- I want you to be happy
- I'm trying really hard to move on
- I love you because "... if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another." (1Jo 4:11)
- I search for peace