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Guys I feel really dumb.
I don't like him like that and we both established that and said how we could never date each other. But he said he wants it to just go back to normal but... I don't. But I can't say that, ya know? I gotta suck it up and I hate that. Josh said I gotta be straight up and tell him what I want (he didn't know situation) but I CANT tell him that I wanna be... ya know. The FWB.
I can't say t bc it's CRINGEY.
So I don't even know.
He can't even take it seriously.
Love that for me.
Love being fucking used.
Travis, kelvin, Travis, Michael, travis, logan, zac, travis, Nathan.
Love that for me
Fucking hell.
Like he's all chill with just going back to normal but it just left me feeling stupid and wanting more.
Ugh.

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