Meredith's Thoughts Volume 3

progress

So
Went to the movies with steven (plus Izzy and gage)
Held hands n stuff or whatever.
Feeling a little better about everything I think.
My sisters dog died so she's been crying these past two days.
Really sad because that was like my favorite dog EVER. He was 14 and for the first like 9-10 years he was a hunting dog (he's a beagle and has a number tattooed in his ear) and was realllyyyy abused and stuff and then someone found him and brought him into the vet my sister works at and then she adopted him and omgggg she made his life so much better, at first every time she tried to reach out to pet him he'd flinch so hard he'd fall over. But then he was like the happiest and funniest old doggo ever. He had seizures but he had meds for that but apparently he had a tumor in his spleen or something and it burst so he was internally bleeding and there was nothing they could do so they had to put him down.
So yeah.
Also I left my birth control at my house so I couldn't take it yesterday so like kinda freaking outttttt hopefully nothing gets screwed up ???
Dumb emotions are slightly better but THEY HAD TO FREAKING DO THIS THING AND FUUUUCCCKKKKK THAT MADE IT SO FUCKING BAD.
Whatever.