all night my muscles were tense, my lungs felt like a giant boulder was sitting on top of my chest, and my jaw was so clenched my teeth were sore. i couldn't relax no matter how much I tried, music just made it worse when it usually makes it better. i woke up every hour that night....dejavu.
michael got back together with ally.
his other ex before me.
the one he said would never mean more than me.
the one he said had nothing to do with the split.
nothing to do with why he didn't seem to care.
he lied.
he lied again.
he lied for almost a year.
i was doing so much better.
jesus i was doing so good you saw it yourself.
i felt new i felt clean and now images of them together overwhelm my mind.
jesus why did this all happen what did i do?
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Meredith's Thoughts Volume 3
RandomSoo my volume 1 and 2 have reached their maximum number of chapters so here's Volume 3, guess this is a regular thing now. Exciting right.
