Ang Aking Mail Order Bride (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 26

TREV's POV

368 days, 9 hours and 25 minutes buhat ng lumisan si Lyka sa piling ko. I couldn't help but count the days that had passed when I had to let her go. Naaalala ko pa ang sakit na naramdaman ko dahil sa desisyon ko na iyon.

Lyka was the reason why I continue to live in this world full of pain and sufferings..

She is the only person that brightens my life..

The only person that showed me that my night sky could still be filled with beautiful stars..

Walang araw at gabi na hindi ko siya iniisip. My sleepless nights are filled with the vision of her.. even my dreams are just full of her..

I sighed. I miss her terribly..

Naalala ko pa kung paano kami nagkakilala.. Lyka found my photo and decided that I needed her when she saw the sadness in my eyes.. I can't help but smile with the memory.. I thought it was absurd at first! How could someone sense that I needed her with just a photo?! But when I get to know her, I discovered that she is a beautiful person with a big heart for everyone. Lihim akong nagpapasalamat na nakita niya ang litrato ko and she even disregarded my silly requirements..

I was skeptical at first kasi she never met my requirements at all. I thought she was just a pretty face. Little did I know that I will come to love her so much.. That I can't imagine living my life without her by my side..

Now, it's been more than a year since she left.. She doesn't know it but she brought my heart with her.. Wala na akong balita sa kanya simula ng sumama siya sa mga magulang niya pabalik sa Maynila. We both promised that we won't contact each other until she regain all her memories.. Hanggang tuluyan na niya akong maalala..

Ngunit isang taon na ang nakakalipas at wala pa din akong naririnig mula kay Lyka maliban sa balitang pumunta siya sa ibang bansa para magpagamot. Maine told me she went to the US with her family to see a specialist and to undergo therapy..

Napapikit ako. Ibinaba ko ang mga dokumento na binabasa ko at sumandal sa swivel chair. Hinilot ko ang aking sintido.

I really miss her so badly..

Sa tuwing nararamdaman ko ang sobrang pagka-miss ko kay Lyka, I always try to distract myself.. I always keep myself busy.. Ngunit sa pagkakataon na ito kahit ano atang gawin ko ay hindi siya maalis sa isip ko.

Tumayo na lang ako at nagtungo sa bookshelves para kumuha ng libro upang i-distract ko ang sarili ko. Sa pag-abot ko sa librong gusto ko sanang basahin ay may nahulog na isang notebook. It doesn't look familiar to me.

Binuklat ko ito at napagtantong isa itong journal.

I shouldn't be reading this pero when I saw my name written on it, I couldn't help but read it. Journal pala ito ni Lyka noong mga panahon na nawala ang kanyang memorya.

February 3, 2017

I shouldn't be talking to him but I couldn't help but be drawn to him more and more each day.. Trev.. You make me feel something that is so familiar.. It feels like we shared something special before.. It sounds so crazy, though..

Lyka felt it! Kahit na nawala ang memorya nya, she still remembered how she feels about me! Hindi ko na napigilan pa ang sarili kong basahin ang lahat ng nakasulat sa journal..

March 7, 2017

Omyg! We just kissed! I know that it was just an accident. It was not even a real kiss! But what if it's my first kiss?