Sarah Who?

Part 27 / Day Unknown

Hey all. 😂 So here I am I am very tired and I want you to know that I appreciate your support in finishing this story. It has taken a very line time but I am very glad we are almost to the end. I am think 5-10 more chapters so please beware 😂

ALSO RAPE WARNING!!!! ~ IZZY

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You woke up sweaty and cold. Like you had just woken up from a nightmare except you didn't have one. Or if you did, you didn't remember. You looked around the dreary room. You were hopping that it was just a dream. It's wasn't. Billie was still sitting in the corner of the room reading the same book she was the last time you looked at her. Moral Defense by Marcia Clark. You took a breath. Billie looked up from her book. "Good your awake. How do you feel?" She asked getting up from the chair an walking over to you. She sat on the edge of the bed. "I feel fine." You managed to say. It was still painful to talk. Your throat was scratchy but you couldn't scratch it.

     Billie was just looking at you. You could see tears forming in her eyes. "I am so sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I just wanted you back. But now Finn wants you and everything got screwed up." She said a tear rolling down her cheek. "If you want me then you need to need me as well. So me how much you want me. Help me get out. You can come with me. We can be happy together." You said to her using your good arm to wipe away the tear. "But you love Sarah." She blinked looking into your eyes. You hid your lies the best you could. You didn't want to be happy with her. You wanted to be happy with Sarah. You looked at her. "Not as much as I love you. Forget about Sarah. Have her rot in hell for all I care. I just want you." You did something you knew you would regret. You kissed her. With as much passion as you could muster. She pulled away. "I-I um...okay. I will help you. But you have to promise! Promise me you won't leave me." She said looking at you. "I promise." You said shaking your head. Billie looked at you. "Okay. We will do it two days from now. You have to let me get things ready. Until then try and survive as much as you can." As if on cue Finn walked into the room. "You May leave now." He said to her with out even looking. Billie gave you one last look before leaving the room. Closing the door behind her.

You looked at Finn. He was walking towards you unbuttoning his shirt. "You know. I love you. I always have loved you. I guess it kind of ironic how you and Sarah have switched places. She was Lana you are you. Both in a similar situation." He sat on the bed. He looked at you and rubbed your thigh. You wanted to move. To get out of this. It was uncomfortable. He started sliding his hand up to the hem of your pants. "Please. Don't." You said trying to hold back the tears. You knew what was going to happen. He started slipping your pants down your legs and off your feet. In less than a minute your pants were in the floor. "I have loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you. You were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I wanted you all to myself. I wanted to hear you scream my name. I wanted to hear you moan against my touch. I am going to get all of that before you die. All of it." He tipped your underwear off and started undoing his belt. You tried to move but were hit with a wave of pain going from your foot to your head. Everything hurt. You wanted away from this. You looked at the door. You thought maybe Billie would come back in. She didn't.

When you looked back over at Finn everything from the waist down was off. You wanted to puke. You hated what he was doing to you. He started to lean over you. Slowly he went inside you. You whimpered at the feeling. It hurt. A lot. And not just because of your injuries. You have never had sex with a man before. A tear slid down your cheek as Finn slowly started to move. In and out. You wouldn't speak. You wouldn't make a noise. You didn't want to please him. He hit you across the face. "Say something." The tears were staining your cheeks. You let out a fake moan as he started to get faster. You hated the feeling. In and out. In and out. You wanted to end it all right there. But you also wanted to live for Sarah. The feelings were so conflicting. You closed your eyes and was met with another slap. Finns breathing was heavy and against your ear. "I want you to scream my name." He whispered. Her slammed himself into you. "Finn!" You screamed in pain. You felt him release himself in you. You didn't move didn't even blink. All you did was close you eyes and breath.

     You felt him get off the bed. You heard him put his clothes back on. You heard the lighter. You heard the burning of the cigarette. It burned your nose. You never wanted to smoke  again. You squeezed your eyes shut. You laid there and thought about Sarah. What she was doing right this very second. "Don't sorry I have Holland looking for her." Was the last thing Finn said before leaving the room. When you heard the door shut you moved into a fetal position and cried. You cried so hard for so long. You didn't know how long, but you cried till you couldn't anymore. Then you laid there with your eyes droopily open starring at nothing. You just laid there, in that bed, with no where to go, no one to talk to, no one to just lay with you. You just laid there till you feel yourself drift off into nothing.