Diary entry 14

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November 16, 2018, Wednesday

Dear Diary,

Minho pinned me against a locker today. It was new to say the least. Usually he would just do small things to mess with me but he has never done anything physical to me. So it was quite alarming when he punched the locker beside my head all his friends laughed at me. In the end I ended up getting flash backs of him. 

It wasn't pretty. I ended up having a panic attack and running away from minho before he could do anything more. Just like he did. I ran out the doors and behind the school to try and control my breathing, or more like try to get my breath back. It was hard to breathe and felt like my chest was constricting around my lungs. The voices came back and I ended up passing out. I know because I woke up in the nurses office with jeongin, seungmin, and felix crying.

They told me jeongin found me passed out on the lawn behind the school,  and that cause them to immediately question me on what happened. I didn't want to tell them about what minho did so I said I hit my head and passed out. Jeongin and felix called me an idiot and seemed to believe it. But seungmin didn't seem to. But he didn't say anything about it, and I'm very  thankful for that.

-jisung 4:54am

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