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Diary Entry 40

February 17, 2019, Wednesday

Dear Diary,

I went to the park again at around one twenty. I was half expecting him not to be there. But to my displeasure he was. He was sitting at that same bench in the same position. I was hoping he wasn't crying again but when I got closer I could hear his small sobs.

And so, just like yesterday, I hugged him again. I held him close and ran my fingers through his hair. He calmed down a bit faster than yesterday but he still held onto me. I really wanted to ask why he was crying. I wanted to know what made him so sad. But I knew that he wouldn't want to talk about it. So I didn't ask.

After I pulled away I wiped his face again and kissed his head. But when I asked him if he was ready to go he shook his head this time. He patted the space beside him and I took it as he wanted me to sit next to him.

So I did but he looked like he wanted to ask me something. He kept looking at me then looking away then at me again. When I asked him what he wanted to ask he just harshly stuck out his hand. He was blushing and refused to make eye contact with me. When I didn't do anything he sighed and then grabbed my hand. He intertwined our fingers and put our hands in his lap.

I laughed. I laughed loudly. He looked at me surprised and I had to apologise. I just couldn't help it. If he wanted to hold my hand he should've just asked me. I would've said yes!

After I told him why he looked away embarrassed. After that we just sat there and talked. Well I talked. He just listened. But it seemed to calm him down more.

Eventually he tugged at my hand and I took as he wanted to go. So we walked to the entrance and just like yesterday he smiled and waved at me and I watched him walk off.

I learned something new about minho today. He gets embarrassed by the smallest things. And it's kind of cute.

-jisung 3:35am