January 31, 2019, Wednesday
Dear Diary,
I feel better. A lot better. Which is good progress. The first week on the job actually wasn't that bad. I stayed with the person that trained me mostly, of whom I found out was named johnny. He was the only one who noticed how down I was and made sure that I took it as easy as I could.
He let me talk to him and even offered me to come over to his place on our next day off for tea and to talk some more. I don't know what it is about johnny, but he's just so easy to talk to. I ended up telling him almost everything. From my old school to bullying to how I've been feeling. I ended up breaking down but he still stayed and made me feel better. He gave me some advice and payed for my lunch that day.
I told him I'd pay him back but he insisted that I didn't have to.
I told the guys about johnny and about that mysterious senior who took me to the nurse's office. They guessed it was hyunjin too. All except for jeongin. He insisted that it was minho. But I highly doubt that.
Felix thinks I might have a crush on johnny. But I don't think so. I mean I just met him. How can I already have feelings for him? Jeongin just looked at Felix with the most blank expression and told him not to jinx his ship. I figured he was talking me and STMG hyung but he was talking about minho! And when I asked why he said that it was the way he looked at me and that he's seen some things and have been told some things. But when I asked what "things" he was referring to he just shook his head and put his finger over his lips. I swear I will never understand where he gets this information.
-jisung 3:15am
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Fanfiction"I love you. I've always loved you. Even when I was so cruel to you I did. I swear I did" Jisung writes in his diary about the bullying he's experiencing. Minho's his biggest bully. Started: 12/25/18 Ended: 5/24/23
