March 6, 2019, Monday
Dear Diary,
Minho didn't look so good at school today. I don't think he ever gets much sleep, but today it was so painfully obvious. He had terrible eye bags and he was disoriented throughout the whole day. He kept messing up things he doesn't usually.
I had to go to the infirmary during gym because I hurt my leg in soccer, and minho was there too. He was asleep on one of the beds. After I cleaned my cut and put a bandage on it I went over to see how minho was doing.
Even with his eye bags he's really a work of art to look at. Especially when he's sleeping. He looks so peaceful and serene. It's weird but I really wanted to touch his face. I was going to just leave him alone but I couldn't help it and I reached out to touch it. But he caught my hand before I could.
He opened his eyes slowly and just looked at me for a second. He has really pretty eyes. I couldn't look away when he was staring at me. The only reason i stopped is because he asked me what I was doing. He looked kind of annoyed at me which is understandable. So I told him and said that I was sorry. I was gonna leave then but he pulled my wrist back, and said, "I didn't say you couldn't...I mean it's not like it's something normal to do. So don't go around asking people to touch their faces. That's not to say that you can only touch mine, because like you can do whatever you want. But like- you know what nevermind. What am I even saying?" Then he proceeded to let go of me before face palming himself and muttering how I should just forget everything he said.
So, taking it as permission, I just cupped the side of his face with my hand. I laughed and he looked up at me surprised before his cheeks went pink. I wasn't trying to embarrass him so I controlled my laughing down to just giggles and (in an attempt to try and lighten his embarrassment) I apologised and told him that it was because he was being really silly and that it was just too cute.
Let's just say that did NOT help.
-jisung 4:10am
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Fanfiction"I love you. I've always loved you. Even when I was so cruel to you I did. I swear I did" Jisung writes in his diary about the bullying he's experiencing. Minho's his biggest bully. Started: 12/25/18 Ended: 5/24/23
