Desire~

Chapter 16

"Matsuri...the truth is this life is my life. Everything here is my life. This is how I lived but I shouldn't be talking about my life. I should be talking about your life. It all started when God lost his favorite human...me. When I ended up becoming a demon he decided to recreate someone new. Someone else to become his favorite. He used similar features and details so that's the reason we look alike. But you could say you're a reincarnation of me. I overheard from the angels he was creating someone else to become his favorite and I...decided to ruin it but anyways. Back to the topic. When you were born...you obviously were born with a dick" Miaseakuu said
"Is that why I'm special?" Matsuri asked
"Uh no. Now stop asking questions. You were small and weak of course. You got bullied a lot and beaten up-"
"If I'm really God's favorite human why'd he make me suffer!? He was suppose to give me a perfect life!" Matsuri shouted. Miaseakuu growled and kicked her
"I said don't ask questions idiot...I'm getting there" Miaseakuu said. Matsuri groaned and sat up
"It was me alright? I was ruining your life" Miaseakuu said
"Wh-why?" Matsuri asked
"I thought I said to fuckin stop asking questions. I'm just saying how your life was okay?" Miaseakuu growled
"Alright" Matsuri said trembling a bit
"You seemed pretty upset everyday but you always had your grandparents with you. Your parents never cared about you. They thought you were useless trash and they pretty much abused you. They beat you up and slap you. Pretty much hurting you all the time. Especially your father. They were planning to abort you but your grandfather warned your father that he'll take everything away from him and kick him out. Of course your father had to accept you. So that's how it all came until you were attacked by your own grandma because of me and tried to kill you by stabbing you. You ended up dying and that's where I came in. I asked if you want to live again and you accepted in exchange for your soul. I got what I wanted and in a few years...ugh...love came in. You were obsessed with that Taniguchi girl Harumin. You confessed to her your feelings she rejected you and you did whatever it took to make her yours. Obviously you made a terrible mistake...by dragging her older sister into the situation. You kissed her and she...well I guess she fell for you after that. So now there was a love triangle. You, Harumin, and Mitsuko. Hehe it was pretty hilarious how you fell for them both as well but of course you can only choose one. You went out with Mitsuko for a bit until Harumin ruined it. You ended up losing them both hahahaha...and that's when you took the worse mistake. Accepting me. I gave you powers. You went to talk to your grandmother who ended up dying and your grandfather was already dead. You killed your parents then this asshole decided to stop you. You fought him but he was too strong that you left. You left to think about a plan with Nitski. You ended up going to the your grandfather's graveyard to say goodbye...one last time. After that you took the two Taniguchi sisters kidnapping them and played with them. But of course you were pathetic in making them yours. I guess you weren't entirely obsessed with them. Anyways...there were fights. I ended up losing and you got killed by me. And that's where God comes in giving us a second chance...and I think you and I...are doing a terrible job" Miaseakuu said and finished explaining. Matsuri's head started pounding again and she held her head
"Agh! Wh-what the fuck is going on!?" Matsuri exclaimed
"You're body is trying to recover some memories but of course...you can't" Miaseakuu said
"Why?" Matsuri asked
"I can't say anything else. I've done my part already. I told you your life but to summarize it even more...you were just a baby little bitch who had a fucked up life and died sadly losing everyone you loved" Miaseakuu said whispering the last part. Matsuri clenched her fists tightly and growled
"So my life was pretty fucked up..." Matsuri said
"Yes...it was...." Miaseakuu said
"You know...why are you so mean?" Matsuri asked
"Why? I'm a fuckin demon you bitch. Demons are meant to act like this" Miaseakuu said
"Hehe but aren't you suppose to help me going to the right way instead of guiding me to hell? I mean...you want to go back to heaven and live right? But you're here talking shit..." Matsuri said and smirked devilishly. Miaseakuu smirked and leaned towards her
"You know...I don't get why we became Gods favorite human. You and I are just mischievous people who enjoy to play games with others" Miaseakuu whispered. Suddenly lightning struck hard and rain started pouring. Matsuri looked at the window and walked up to it. She looked outside and watched the rain pouring hard. The sound of the pouring rain relaxed her and the lightning made Matsuri smile
"Hehehe...I seem to remember now...this weather...was I insane?" Matsuri asked
"You could say that...you and I had broken minds..." Miaseakuu said
"Broken minds...broken life...broken heart..." Matsuri said
"So...what will you do now?" Miaseakuu asked
"I have to apologize first..." Matsuri mumbled and walked upstairs heading to the room. She grabbed a jacket and wore it. She headed back down the stairs and opened the door. She saw the rain and lightning
"Are you going to leave this dead body?" Miaseakuu asked
"Yes...I'm not coming back to this place anyway" Matsuri said
"Hmm? What do you plan on doing?" Miaseakuu asked
"I said I'm going to apologize. After that...I plan on killing bad people" Matsuri said
"And why is that?" Miaseakuu asked
"Because I have many other questions to ask you..." Matsuri said
"And may I know what they are so I can prepare myself to answer?" Miaseakuu asked
"I'm going to ask you about your life and the reincarnation life. Because I know Harumin had an angel...who looked like her. Also...if this is your life and I just had sex with her...then that means you loved her back when you were alive" Matsuri said
"Bingo. You're very smart but pathetic..." Miaseakuu said
"Whatever..." Matsuri mumbled
"Hehe to give you a small clue. You could say that I had two girlfriends...who were sisters" Miaseakuu giggled. Matsuri looked at her and looked back outside. She grabbed her hoodie and put it over her head
"Time to fix this whole messed up shit..." Matsuri whispered
"Hey Mizusawa while you're at it...why not avenge me as well?" Miaseakuu asked
"Of course I'll avenge. You and I...are one in the same" Matsuri said
"Hehe prefect" Miaseakuu whispered. Matsuri's eyes glowed and her teeth sharpen
"Let's do this..." They both whispered as their voices merged into one