boyf riends one - shots!

=º 137 - it'll be alright º=

⚠ angst ⚠

this song makes me cry sksks

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(michaels pov)

me and jeremy sat in the basement, doing the usual, apocalypse of the damned. i had died in the game, staring down at the floor and just swimming in my own thoughts. after a moment, i heard the game over noise come from the screen. i looked up to see jeremy with sad and teary eyes. "jeremy?" i asked, he sniffled and looked away from me. 

he had just been going through a break up with christine, that explains why he is crying out of nowhere. he still has trauma from the squip incident. i let out a sigh, he keeps telling me he's fine, but i can tell he's trying to hide something. i reach for his hand but he pulls away again, looking the opposite direction from me. "what's on your mind..?" i asked again softly, scooting my beanbag closer to his.

"i made a dumb mistake." he mumbled, crossing his arms as he began to tremble, his voice beginning to break. "i-i miss her so much, dude." he looked over at me with tears filling up his eyes. "b-but she c-cheated on me w-with jenna." he looked down at the floor, beginning to sob quietly.

i feel the colour draining from my face, filled with concern. i grabbed his hands slowly, he looked over at me with tears running down his face. "i know you love her, but it's over man." i looked down at his other hand, that had his phone out, on christine's number. "it doesn't matter, put the phone away." i smiled weakly, he made eye contact with me.

"it's never easy to walk away, let her go. it'll be alright." i rubbed his hand softly with my thumb, trying to soothe his nerves as he hiccuped and hitched from crying. "i look back at all the messages she sent," he spoke quietly. "i know it wasn't right but it was fucking with my head." he looked down at the floor.

"and everything deleted like the past, yeah, it was gone." his breathing hitched slightly in the sentence, letting out a hiccup after. "and when i touched her face, i could tell she was moving on." he mumbled, "but it's not the fact that she kissed her yesterday," he looked back up at me. "it's the feeling of betrayal, that i just can't seem to s-shake." he stuttered slightly, i bit my lip. i hated seeing jeremy broken like this.

"and everything i know tells me to walk away, b-but i just w-wanna stay." he voice-cracked slightly from crying, more tears falling down his face. he pulled me into a tight hug, crying into my shoulder. i blushed, rubbing his back soothingly. "it'll be okay, it's gonna hurt for a bit of time.." i pulled away, handing him a beer. "so bottoms up, let's forget tonight?" i asked softly, he smiled weakly at me.

"find another and you'll be just fine, let her go." i smiled back at him as he took a sip of his beer, tears starting to clear up from his face. i looked down at the floor, still slightly sad that i know for a fact he'd never go for me. i'm nothing compared to christine,

 just his best friend.

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short but i was bored and wanted to do this song i guess-