just about everything happens in this chapter,,
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(JEREMYS POV)
~On text~
J.H: Hey
C.C: Hi, what's up?
J.H: Not much, um.. I was wondering if..
C.C: ??
C.C: Jeremy you there lol?
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I was so scared, what if she said no? What if she said yes?? What would I do? Would we kiss? Do couple things? Would I.. I'm just gonna uh.. not say that next part. BUT WHAT IF SHE SAID NO?? Okay, okay, I need to calm down.. chill out, Jeremy. Your just asking Christine out to prom, then we go to prom, maybe we date?? But none of that would happen if she said no. I hovered my finger over the send button, until I pressed it. I threw my phone across the room. Thank god the floor was carpet, I heard the classic ding from Christine texting me back. I slowly went over to the phone and picked it up, the screen lighting up as I pressed the home button.
From: Christine ♥︎
> Sorry, Jeremy.. But I don't like you that way.. can we still be friends?
I looked down at the message, my heart dropped as I started typing aggressively. Mumbling to myself.
J.H: sure.
C.C: Thank you for understanding!
I threw my phone at the wall again and started crying, where did I go wrong? I thought to myself, hurtful thoughts swarmed around my mind. Causing me to cry harder, every tear I shed I bullied myself with almost suicidal thoughts. I cried harder, and harder.
Worthless.
unlovable.
Ugly.
Ding!
I looked down at my phone to see the wallpaper of me and my best friend, Michael Mell. Including a text from my player one.
From: Player one ☺︎♥︎
> come over and play AOTD? im bored and I miss my player two 😘
I giggled slightly from his silliness. Michael always made me feel happier, in the most depressing times. Especially now, I need to tell him about what happened with Christine. I picked up my phone and leaned against the wall, smiling brightly.
J.H: sure you dork
P.O: you love meee
J.H: be there in 10
I put my phone in my back pocket of my jeans, I went into the bathroom and fixed up my hair. It didn't to much to my curly locks that I can't control, but I did it because I'm extra. I quickly threw my navy blue cardigan and started walking to Michaels house, I popped my ear buds into my ear and listened to the song -
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