boyf riends one - shots!

don't deny the bi ( old fic )

(JEREMYS POV)

I sat there, leaning against my bedroom door. My room was dark, only the light from the TV was questioning, Why? Why did Christine break up with me?  I rested my head on my knees, still slightly hiccuping and shaking from me bawling my eyes out moments earlier. Nobody could love me, anyway. I was too difficult to deal with, too ugly, too awkward. I rested my head on my hand, and my brain somehow wondered to my best friend, Michael. He always was there for me, he always supported me, and helped me through the trauma of the SQUIP incident. I imagined him smiling at me when we passed a level. Clutching the controller in his hands, smiling at me brightly,  a little blush on his cheeks. I blushed and let out a long, happy sigh. He was so perfect, and cute too. I shook my head and realized what I was thinking,

Oh my god, I am totally bi..

I hid my face in my knees, blushing intensely. I clutched my hair, it was so quiet, but inside my mind I was screaming eternally.

"Shit.." I whispered to myself, realizing that I caught feelings for Michael. How could I have not realized this before? Maybe I was so caught up with Christine, I never bothered to notice and I pushed those thoughts away. Each time me and Michael held hands, or one time we were acting silly and calling each other babe and he kissed me on the cheek. I never noticed that I was blushing, a lot in general. I stood up and grabbed my phone, then quickly running down the stairs and out my front door.

I needed to see Michael.

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(MICHAELS POV)

I blew a puff of smoke, making O's out of them. It was so quiet in my house without Sabrina or Jasmine here, (My two moms). Or Jeremy, but he's probably off with Christine, holding each other and acting lovey-dovey. I always wished to do those things with Jeremy, but of course, he was straight, I've had a crush on my best friend since 3rd grade. And somehow lasted without having any breakdowns, I was reading on my bed, while getting high. Jeremy had gotten me into this book called "The Outsiders", (I'm obsessed with it sksk) I held it close to my chest. It was a really great book, and I was obsessed with it. I suddenly heard the front door open, It was probably Sabrina and Jasmine. I shrugged it off and continued to read page 80 of the book, Oh, no- Johnny might die?? I started to panic, Johnny was a character in the book. He was really cute and reminded me of-

Jeremy threw my bedroom door open aggressively, I screeched a bit, but then calmed down.

"Uh, Hey Jer-" I got interrupted by Jeremy's lips on mine, my eyes widened, and I sat there - frozen. What the fuck is happening? He pulled away and got in between my legs.

"I-I'm sorry but Christine b-broke up with me a-and I realized I.. Um.." He trailed off, scratching the back of his neck.

"I love you.." He said quietly, I stared at him and smiled brightly. Tears fell from my eyes, not from sadness, but from pure happiness. I pulled him into a tight hug and nuzzled into his neck. I was crying, hard.

He pulled away from the hug to see my eyes and quickly had a concerned looked on his face,

"Michael! Are you o-okay- Mmph!" I pulled his t-shirt, connecting our lips. He rested his hands on each side of me, supporting his weight. He leaned in closer to me, pushing me up against the headboard and sat in my lap. I flipped us over so I was sitting on his lap, and he was pushed against the headboard. He bit my bottom lip, I gladly complied and opened my mouth. Everything that surrounded my mind was Jeremy, nothing but Jeremy. He pulled away, and smiled at me brightly. I did too,

"I love you too."

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