It's not easy to explain what you're going through sometimes.
All I've ever done is talk.
This time I'll remain quiet.
Let me dwell in my sadness.
Just let me be...
I'm tired of everything .
Why can't you see?
I always thought love would fix me.
It turns out that's not what I needed.
I didn't need a friend.
I didn't need a lover.
My fear is a burden that I must carry with me forever...
All I need is my pain to be over.
I am searching for the peace that was never within me.
I've lost myself completely...
I'm looking for something that'll help me be me.
I was always pretending to be someone I'm not.
In the midst if my act I realised that I lost my true identity.
How could I have been so silly, pretending that I'm all naive and pretty.
I'm turning eighteen without knowing what life really means.
Now I guess I'm a mess but that's okay.
Every 3 a.m. I forget who I am and that's okay.
That's okay because at the end of the day I'll eventually be okay.
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Can I Say Goodbye?
PoetryI'm always searching for something worth staying for but I can't seem to find that until then please don't mind me because I'm just a traveler passing through. When I'm not satisfied or happy I'll leave and find a new path, so just let me say goodby...
