I'm not always the victim
I'm not the hero in my story
I've said this so many times
Sometimes I'm the antagonist
I'm not always in pain
Sometimes I'm the one causing pain
My past in unknown
Don't fall for my pretty facade
A rose may have its beauty but don't forget about its thorns
I might seem like an angel
But I've fallen from grace
I've become such a disgrace
A fallen angel with tattered wings
Living amongst innocent
Disguised in an unrecognizable facade
Swore to never repeat my mistakes but here I am...
Sinning in the dark
Our families are down stairs and no one knows about what we're doing
We're in her room, on her bed
The door is locked
She's underneath me
She's so beautiful
And her lips taste so sweet
I will be her regret
But I don't care
This is my sin
We're outside drinking coffee every week
And I know what he wants
I'll be a little mysterious and he'll be on knees for me
I tell him nothing about me
Fast-forward, here I am kissing him as I run my fingers through his hair
His hands on my body
He's so beautiful
But I don't care
I am his poison and he doesn't even know
This is my sin
Toying with their emotions
I should be ashamed
But I'm a bad person
Oh how many times I tried to warn them
Yet they still
Were drawn towards me
Like moth to a flame
And then they'll complain saying I broke them
I'm bitterly laughing as I sit on my throne
A few tears fall
The beautiful crown made of broken hearts
Gently placed on my head
It's a shame that it still doesn't heal the pain I feel
It's a shame I can't love them
It's a shame I can't love myself either
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Can I Say Goodbye?
PoetryI'm always searching for something worth staying for but I can't seem to find that until then please don't mind me because I'm just a traveler passing through. When I'm not satisfied or happy I'll leave and find a new path, so just let me say goodby...
