Tear in My Heart (Tyler Joseph x Reader)

chapter 13

Tyler's POV

After my horrible and messy moment, I felt embarrassed as all heck. But Ruby made me feel better, of course. I can't believe that happened and I hope she never tells anyone, I would die. Literally. 

It's been hours and right now, we were cuddling on her bed. Well, I was cuddling her from behind while she was sleeping. She told me to wake her up before the next episode started on Netflix and that she just needed to rest her eyes. She's so adorable. I had been watching her sleep and admiring her features for about 35 minutes when I decided to stop being a creep. 

I got out my phone and scrolled through Twitter. I smiled when I saw a fan tweeted a picture from earlier today when she met Josh and Ruby. I looked through the many pictures of the fan and Ruby; they took many, different poses and faces in each one. Ruby looked beautiful in every single photo, of course. The caption read "I'm still in awe that I met Ruby today. She was just as, if not more, sweet than you could ever imagine. Also so pretty what the heck!! I'm in love with her. Ruby, you're an angeeeelllllll!!" I smiled and kept scrolling. The same fan tweeted "This is the best thing I've seen in my whole life and definitely the purest. I love it and I have hope that it's real now. #Juby !! <3" The smile left my face immediately when I saw the next three photos. They were candids of Josh and Ruby, or should I say 'Juby'? The first photo was of Josh touching Ruby's back while they were in line for coffee. The second photo was of Ruby touching Josh's arm from across a table. The third photo was of Josh staring at Ruby, his eyes looked in love with her. What the fu-

Why am I so mad right now? 

This isn't real. These photos are taken out of context. I shouldn't be jealous, they are my best friends. They would never... would they? 

I looked down at the girl sleeping on my arm. I sighed and brushed the hair out of her face. I slightly shook her shoulder. "Ruby... Ruby please wake up." I whispered. She stirred for a second before her beautiful eyes fluttered open. 

"Hey Ty, is the next episode on?" She started to look towards the TV in front of us. 

"What is this?" I said, more sternly than I meant for it to be, holding up the photos on my phone. She squinted her tired eyes at my bright screen, grabbing it to bring it closer to her face. She examined and scrolled through the photos with no emotion on her face. 

"That, my good sir, is Josh and I getting coffee." 

"It looks like a date, or something. He's like in love with you in the last one..." I trailed off, rubbing my face with my hand. I sighed and looked over at her, she was smiling at me. "What?" 

"You're jealous!" She squealed and poked my nose. 

"Stop, no I'm no- Well yeah I am. I have a right to be. Look at those photos!" I exclaimed. She bit her bottom lip and moved closer to my face. 

"You are so adorable." She pecked my cheek and sat up. 

"No. I'm mad," I said, crossing my arms jokingly. 

"Awww Tyjo," She said, crawling on top of me. "What can I do to make you less mad?" 

"Tell me you don't like him!" 

She giggled and rested her weight, which wasn't much, on my stomach. She grabbed my arms to uncross them and set them on her hips. She leaned super close to my face before whispering, "I don't like Josh," She paused, pecking my cheek. "I like...." She kissed the other cheek. "YOU!" She shouted, giggled, and then pecked my lips. 

"What was that? I didn't quite get that, can you repeat it?" I smiled up at her. 

"I like you!" She said, leaning away from me but still remaining on top of me.

"I like you too, obviously. I also really like this view..." I said, looking at her position and biting my lip. 

"Dirty boy today, aren't we?" She jokingly said, resting her hands on my chest. I rubbed my thumbs against her hips. "I like dirty." She confessed with a gorgeous smile. 

"I do too." I said, still biting my lip and looking at her. 

"I can feeeeeeel you," She said. I titled my head at her, confused. She wiggled her butt against me and that's when I realized she was talking about my boner which was probably jabbing her. My face immediately turned red and I looked away from her eyes. She grabbed my face with both of her hands and made me look at her. "Don't be embarrassed. Be proud!" 

"Be proud? Why? It's embarrassing that you don't even have to do anything to cause it..." 

"Be proud because from what I felt earlier, and what I feel right now," She paused to wiggle her hips and make contact with my boner. "It's pretty big." She bit her lip, looking me in my eyes. 

"Well, thank you. It's all yours." I confessed, honestly. It really was. I really was. I have been all hers since I met her in 2005. But now, she's all mine too. I think. Well, I hope. 

"Can't wait to make use of my new ownership then!" She said, causing us both to laugh. But also, I blushed because she was hinting at sex with me. I'm glad she wants that too. I'm glad she wants me at all, honestly. 

"Kiss me again?" I questioned her. She giggled and leaned down, attaching our lips. Our lips explored each other's for a little while before she pulled away. I pouted as she got off from on top of me and laid next to me, where she was before I rudely woke her up. 

"I still can't believe you got jealous over Josh, of all people!" She said, rolling her eyes but not in a mad way. 

"I know, I'm sorry. I hate that some fans want you two together. I mean, I was your best friend before him. I wrote a song about you. I'm with you more often... They should only logically ship Ryler." I breathed out. 

Ruby laughed and laid her head on my chest. "I agree, I guess. But some people like Josh more than they like you!" 

"Most people do actually," I chuckled and ran my fingers through her hair. 

"Well, I don't. So you never have to worry about that one! I swearsies!" 

"Okay, good." I kissed the top of her head. "What even is a Juby?" I said after a few seconds, causing her to bust out in laughter. I laughed with her and the smile on my face didn't leave for the rest of the night. Except when I had to leave, but I know I'll see her tomorrow. Tomorrow is when my plan goes into action and I CAN'T WAIT!