Pastel Tears... ( TomTord/TordTom Fanfic ) ♡

♡ Chapter 12 ♡

Oh god it's been a while </3

I am so so so sorry!!! </333

I've been procrastinating so much lately, I have lots of school work to do, I'm joining contest, working on drawings and animations, and I've also mainly been focusing on my Instagram </3

Another main reason why I don't update much is because I heavily dislike this book and the my writing

There are so many different reasons why, not just because I hate myself ( whoops )

1. Bad writing in general, I'm just not talented enough even if I love writing stories ú^ù

2. Everyone is out of character, yes I know it's a high school au but they just seem so strange and they don't act like themselves?

3. I've improved a lot, I know I created this book only a few months ago but you'd be surprised how much you can actually improve yourself as an artist, author and even a person/human <3 my personality has changed too in a way ( I'm less cringy— ) I just want to rewrite it but all of you already know how much I struggle even now :c

4. I just... wanna end this book?? The plot line is so cliche and so many people have used it ;^;

Let me sum it up—

1. Tom's depressed and lonely
2. He cuts or has something bad in his life
3. Tord likes him ( Tord is most of the time the popular kid or bully who everyone has a crush on )
4. They meet
5. Tord changed Tom's life somehow

See what I mean? :"{

Be honest with me, how many times have you seen a TomTord fanfiction going alone this plot line ;w;

I don't mind in the slightest if you say you've seen it many times <3

I'm gonna be honest here, I want to end this book </3

No I won't fully stop writing, and no I'm not saying I hate TomTord or the fandom itself. I just dislike this book </3

So I might end it, if it makes you feel better I will be making a TomTord Oneshot book!! ó//w//ò
( Top Tord and Bottom Tom of course uwu)

So I think I've decided... to stop this book... or just not update AS MUCH

Vote please <3

1. Stop this book and make a TomTord oneshot book

Or

2. Don't stop this book, just make VERY slow updates and mainly focus on the TomTord oneshot book

If you choose the 2nd option than just know, updates will be VERY VERY rare <3

I was actually writing this chapter a month ago and decided to stop, so writing is unedited

Please enjoy this chapter because it might be the last chapter of this book </3

Enjoy 💖

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❥ Warning: Uncensored Profanity/Swearing

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❥ 3rd Person

Tom had finally finished his breakfast. He was very hesitant about it deciding whether to eat it and feel guilty, or throw it out, wastes his mom's amazing food, lie to Tord he did eat it. But he'd just feel even more guilty about the second option. He finished and felt quite sick, his appetite wasn't very big but knew Tord would get bothered and force feed him more, Why does he care so much anyway... Tom thought to himself quietly.

His thoughts were interrupted by Tord entering the room, "Done?" Tom nodded in response, "Took you long enough" Tord smiled smugly. Tom huffed and got up up from his seat, "I'm bored, I wanna go out" Tom complained, "No, get some rest so your arm can heal" "Ughhh"

Tord went up to his room, "Where are you sleeping?" Tom asked him, "Couch" "Why?" "Do you not like my room?" "No, but why are you giving me your room when you could have it and I can sleep on the couch?" "Cause I'm not a bitch like you"

Tom hissed at Tord in anger, "Go freeze to death" He hissed once more, "Of course, anything for my guest" Tord snickered walking out. Dumbass...

❥ Next day

Tom woke up early, 6:30 am. He remembered his arm and quickly went downstairs, he ran over to Tord shaking him gently but still fast. "Wake up!! It's time to fix my arm!!" Tom shook him faster, Tord groaned in response and eventually woke up rubbing his eyes, he gave Tom some space to sit down. He slowly unwrapped the bandages lazily. His arm was better, maybe not the best but it was better and he could definitely use it again.

"Do you wanna go home?" .Tord asked expecting a yes, Tom hesitantly nodded no. "Oh?" Tord chuckled, "Shut up. You basically stalk me and you're alway with me whenever I go somewhere. You helped me, the least I could do is let you stalk me up close" Tom rolled his 'eyes' "Well thank you for letting me have the privilege of 'stalking' and annoying you" Tord snickered.

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That's it. I'm not writing anymore of this chapter, sorry if it's short </3

I'm sorry if there is bad grammar or spelling mistakes, I didn't check up on this so it must be very poorly written </333

I am so sorry 💔