The Ice

Story Timeeee

Hey guys this is a true story about Dylan's ex team!!!

So I'm not going to disclose the players name but you'll understand why if you read.

Basically for almost a year I was in a relationship with one of the Erie Otters. He was my everything. We were long distance for the most part, but I did make the trip to see him, and he made the trip to see me. Especially in the summer.

So, we started out just talking, near the end of the 2017-18 season, he added me on snapchat through mutual friends (from quick add), and we started talking immediately, obviously I recognized the name so I added back. (if you didn't know the Otters are literally my favourite team i love them sooo much!!)

Anyway, we started talking and after about two weeks I finally saw him in person cuz the Otters had a game near me, so a friend and I went to go see them. Mostly him tbh. (And Owen Headrick of course)

Well, I went to the game and to the change-rooms after so I could see him. After getting down there and he came out we were talking for a while. He got yelled at by his team pretty much to hurry up cuz they were about to leave without him.

And he kissed me right before he left. From that night on we were together. Almost every night after that we fell asleep on facetime together. There was nothing ever wrong with our relationship. In the summer I met his family. His parents loved me and we went out for dinner with them all the time, especially when I stayed over there for the night.

And so we got together in early March and throughout everything until late October we were perfectly fine, and I was absolutely head over heals in love with him. And then in late October there was a game in Guelph which is close to where I live so of course I had tickets. Had to see my boy and my new fav Otter Jamie Drysdale. But a couple days before that someone else on the team (let's call him Luke) who's really close to my man (let's call him Will) let me know that he had sex with another girl. Which pissed me off obviously so I talked to "Will" about it and he admitted it and everything and did the basic "she meant nothing" and in a way I understood why he did it bc ngl we'd never actually had sex and when you're around your 20's that's when you like want it most. And "Luke" had told me that "Will" had literally just had sex with the girl and that was it she left right after .

So I went to the game while still not talking to "Will" for the week and I met Jamie Drysdale after the game and it made "Will" really jealous but at the same time he understood bc Jamie is my fav player (obviously besides him). He was still mad because I didn't talk to him after the game, but he slept with another girl ??? 

Then after like two days I couldn't take not talking to him so I caved and we were all good again, but then mid-November he did it again. "Luke" told me about it and I was freaking mad, but somehow took him back AGAIN!!!! I think I'm the stupid one.

So we were fine again for like a month after that and I had a school dance in December and it was an excuse to get drunk and forget about everything else so of course why not go. So anyway I had a really good time and I got home and it was like midnight, and I looked at my phone and there were so many messages from a lot of "Will's" teammates, most from "Luke", not a single one from "Will". 

All of these messages were just them telling me that he had slept with another girl while they were staying in Windsor. I was soooo mad. 

The next morning I was in my second period English class and I got a lot of random snapchat videos from "Luke". I started watching them and they were at a team breakfast with literally everyone there, like all the players, team staff, and management. 

The videos were basically just another teammate (who I've never talked to and we're gonna call George) yelling at "Will" for what he did. the videos were honestly really funny but like good on ya "George" and thank youuu!!! but yeah the team was like super nice to me about it and they were all supportive but were like "Why the fuck would you do that you know she cares about you, and you care about her why would you do something to make her wanna leave?" and "George" kept yelling for a good five minutes and "Luke" zoomed in on his coach's faces while he was yelling and it was soo funny 10/10 I really wish I screenshotted. 

But anyway and then i didn't talk to him for a while, told him I needed space but I still loved him and shit bc I'm cheesy and i love toxicity apparently !!!! 

But I felt really bad bc I was supposed to go to his house for Christmas and spend it with his family but like, that didn't happen, and then two days (I think if i remember correctly) after x-mas he texted me a super super long paragraph about how he can't be without me and shit and I'm fkn weak so i was like yeah sure and he didn't cheat until we broke up officially the last time literally the day before our one year.

And I know this relationship was bad for me but like i really, really like him and I really, really don't want to let him go. 

Idk what to do