dolan's dirty imagines

fast car ; ethan

guys this is a soft/ SAD imagine so no smut i'm sorry lol. sorry if this makes you cry but i'm in a sad mood so why not write something sad?

your point of view

as we carelessly drove down the highway, i couldn't help but stare at him. he was so beautiful.

i loved the way that he kept his mouth agape as he smiled, his pearly whites were so bright and perfect.

i loved the way his dimples showed faintly as he grinned like a fool.

i loved the way that his eyes glimmered in the bright sunshine. they were so full and bright, filled with happiness and joy.

i loved his smile lines, and how crazy & goofy he looked as he sung the lyrics to our favorite songs.

i couldn't help but laugh as his dark hair whipped around in the wind, as we traveled at a speed way above the speed limit.

he was so precious and perfect. i didn't deserve him.

he slapped his hands lightly against the steering wheel, and bobbed his head to the beat of the song that blared over the radio.

i giggled and began to sing with him, our voices synced perfectly.

"oh it's what you do to me!" we shouted, as both of us clenched our chests, jokingly.

"i love you so much!" i screamed randomly, over the sound of the music mixed with the whipping wind.

he turned to me and his face went soft, in a way, as he smiled lightly.

"i love you so much, more than words can even explain, y/n."

i chuckled and leaned over in my seat, planting a kiss onto his cheek. his cheeks gradually forming a pinkish tint.

butterflies formed in a stomach as he grabbed my hand and held it, gently. his large hand engulfed my small one.

he was mine, and i was his. i couldn't picture myself with anyone else but him. my life had been built and formed around him.

i had never believed in true love until i met him.
(a/n: why the FUCK am i tearing up right now)

he made me realize the good in people, but also the bad. i knew what made him happy and what made him sad. i knew his pet peeves and the the things that he adored and loved most.

i was aware of his flaws, and the personal demons that he encountered every day.

we were so close probably so much that our hearts beat at the same pace.

as i sat back in my seat, i focused on the feeling of the cool wind that brushed across my face.

the wind caused my hair to travel around my face like crazy, something that i usually would be annoyed with, but at that moment i didn't mind.

nothing mattered except him and i.

he increased the speed in which we traveled in even more, causing the adrenaline to accelerate throughout my body.

my heart began to race and i began to scream happily as we drove. our laughs and joyful screams instantly filled the vehicle.

but then he got carried away as he gassed the pedal even more

"wait, ethan slow down." i said, nervously.

"no ones really even on the highway, babe. it's fine." he said, attempting to reassure my sudden thoughts.

i nodded my head slowly and bit the inside of my cheek, as i tried not to be nervous.

but as i looked around us, the last thing that i heard was a loud bang and the sound of glass shattering. an overwhelming pressure comsumed my body and it felt like everything was happening in slow motion.

and then everything went black.

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sorry this is so depressing but i felt like writting something sad.

there will be a smut chapter up either later on or tomorrow i promise haha.

luv you ❤