*during tour*
Roger's POV
God, it's been so long since a proper kiss with Brian. But it's been even longer since a good snog so I shouldn't complain. The hotel we're staying at for the night is very nice, although quite expensive it seems. No matter, we can pay for it. We are due to get on the tour bus in the morning, so I should probably be sleeping. I just can't get my mind off of Brian. This is how it started all those months ago, we couldn't stop thinking about each other.
Brian's POV
I wish Roger and I could snog each other. Or maybe go further, we haven't done that yet.
Lately, he's been distant. Almost like he's avoiding me. Almost like...
He doesn't love me.
But that can't be true, can it? True love will never break, even under pressure. I wish I could talk to him, but no, Roger Taylor doesn't do "feelings". Masculinity isn't for feeling, it's for doing. Well, look at me! I'm masculine enough! I have to confront him if I'm going to get answers. And I want them now.
Roger's POV
I think Brian just needs his space.
He refuses to tell his parents about our relationship, and I get that. But not even holding my hand around others? He's not cheating on anyone, he doesn't need to be so private all the time. I mean, I think I can see why he wants to keep our relationship a secret. It's the 70s, gays are bad, blah blah blah. But what's anyone going to do to us in public? Nothing, that's what. It's almost the 80s anyway; things are starting to change a little. Emphasis on 'little'.
Since he's so adamant about not being touchy-feely about it, I'll respect his wishes. In fact, I'll pretend to not be in a relationship at all. See how he feels about being so secretive now.
I have a sort of action plan: I'll only speak to him if he talks to directly or if I need something only he can give me. Otherwise, no kisses, no hugs, nada. I feel like I should talk to him though. But, he's Brian May. Talk to him about feelings once and boom. He shuts down like a switch.
What if he doesn't love me?
Sorry about not updating sooner, really busy with school. But I try to write when I can, so yeet.
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