It started out as a job and quickly progressed from there.
Soon it was full blown affair, we couldn't control it nor did we try to.
It was all consuming, once we started we couldn't turn back.
And I certainly didn't want to.
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We had our first appointment a few days later. "This may be a little cold at first." Says the nurse as she squirts gel onto my stomach so we can do an ultrasound. All the while Greyson holds my hand, not once does he let go. The nurse puts the wand onto my stomach, "alright lets take a look shall we?" We look to the screen but see nothing there, which causes me to immediately worry. "is everything okay?" I ask
"How far along are you ?" The nurse asks "I'm not sure I just found out, I had missed my period and decided to take a test." "Oh that explains it, you're probably not far enough along to do a regular ultrasound. Looks like we need to try a transvaginal one." She then leaves the room but not before instructing me to take off my pants. "Are you nervous?" Greyson asks "Of course I am, anxiety remember?" "I remember, I'm actually nervous too." He says shyly tugging my heartstrings, while I sit under the sheet on the table. The nurse walks back in before I had a chance to saying anything, she then comes over and changes out the wands and proceeds to put a condom on it before slowly inserting it. As soon as its in we get a picture up on the screen, I wasn't sure what I was looking at but the nurse tells us its the amniotic sac. Apparently I was to early to see anything she said I was about 6 weeks along. She did print us off a picture of the sac for us to keep, we then made an appointment for two weeks from now since it was too early for the doctor to see me.
We walked hand in hand out the doctors office. "I love you so much." Was the first thing Greyson says when we get in the car "I love you too." "How about I take you some where tonight?" "Are you sure? What if someone sees us?" "Fuck that, I'm tired of hiding the woman I love." "Really?" I question melting a little on the inside. I certainty wasn't going to argue, I was ready for us to be a regular couple and go out on dates. "Alright well I'll drop you off at your apartment and then pick you up around 7, does that sound good?" "That sounds perfect"
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I had about two hours before our date so I decided to take a nice relaxing bath, takin my time I enjoy the warm water. Ive always been more of a bath person, well any water really. Give me a swimming pool and I'm set. I stayed in the bath a little longer than necessary even almost falling asleep there. I've been so exhausted lately and I now know it's because of the pregnancy. I was still trying to wrap my head around the whole situation, the pregnancy and then Greyson wanting to move in together. It seemed like everything was happening all at once and I just couldn't keep up. Of course there wasn't really anything I could do about the whole thing now, I was pregnant and that was that. I didn't regret the baby but I did wonder if I was ready and if it was the right time.
I decide to put these thoughts to bed while I get dressed, I pick out a simple red dress.
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And before I know it its 7 o'clock, Greyson arrives a few minutes after. I open the door to find him in a suit, looking dashingly handsome with a bouquet of Cala Lilys in his hand. "You look beautiful." "Thank you, you look very handsome." I reach up and give him a peck on the cheek, I take the flowers from him. I make my way into the kitchen to put them in some water. I head back into the living room, where Greyson was patiently waiting. "You ready?" "Yes, lets go." We make our way out the door and into the night.
