Still Into You

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Calum's POV:

There she is, the love of my life with another man. I can't believe I let her go, no matter how hard I try to get over her, I'm still into her. It's all my fault, if I just listened to her that night and stayed home. Now I'm alone, sitting on the grass watching her and a guy hold hands. It hurts so much to see her happy with someone who isn't me, who wouldn't break her heart. I had everything with her, she was my everything. I look down on my phone and scroll through the pictures I had of us to distract myself. My favorite was when she was kissing my cheek but I turned my head and she kissed my lips instead. The camera flashed slightly and we took many more after that. "Calum?" I snap my head up to see Y/N hovering over me. I quickly stand and awkwardly wait for her to continue. I stare at her beautiful eyes and see pain in them. "You should go out, y'know meet some people." She tries to smile because that's exactly what I did to make her break up with me. Yes, I did cheat on her, but I instantly regretted it and stopped. "I can't." I reply. "Why not?" She asks and I can see her getting angry. She has every right to, I wanted to 'meet girls' when we were together but now I don't want to. "I still love you Y/N, that's why." I say and close my mouth, crap. "It's too late for that now Calum." My heart breaks when she calls me Calum, she always called me Cal. "I know but I can't help myself. I want to forget about you, but I can't get the memories of us out of my head. I thought it would be easy, but I was wrong. I remember everything like it was yesterday. I want you to be happy, but for some reason I want to be that guy who makes you happy. I hate it when you look at him, how you used to look at me. I hate when he puts his arm around you, reminding me that I lost you. I feel so weak without you, every minute breaks me. I don't want to go on because you are my reason to live. I don't want to meet other people, all I want is you Y/N. I want you back. No, I want you to want me back. I know I did something so stupid, but I want to go back and change it. I'm so sorry, I should have listened to you, but I didn't. I will never let you go, or hurt you every again. Please, just give me another chance, that's all I ask." I beg, she looks back and forth between my lips and eyes. She brings her hand to my face and wipes my tears, I miss her touch so much. I put my hand over hers and hope she doesn't let go. "I love you too Cal. You're just a little late." She sadly smiles, a few tears escape her eyes and my chest pounds. She turns to walk away but I grab her hand, I can't let her go. "What are you doing?" Y/N asks but I smash our lips together. She pushes on my chest but stops struggling, her lips fit perfectly with mine. She kisses me back and I smile into the kiss. "I can't." She pulls away and runs. I see her boyfriend stop her but she pushes him off. "No! Y/N wait!" I run after her and push my legs to go faster. Y/N turns a corner and I know exactly where she's going. I follow her all the way to our hiding spot, where we would stay there at night. "Y/N, please stop!" I yell and run faster, probably faster than a horse. "Calum can you stop? Just give up already." She sighs, how can she not see I want her? "No, I will never give up until I have you. Weren't you listening? I love you I will never let you go." I smile, meaning every word. "I already have someone though." She replies, she walks over to a rock and sits down. I sigh, "We can make it work." I say and walk over to her. She looks at me as if saying 'how'. "Break up with him. I mean, if you love me and still want me." My voice sounds desperate. "Of course I want you Calum. It's just too soon." I smile when the words leave her lips, she still wants me! "I'll give you time." It's the least I can do, right? I kiss her lips once more and walk away.

Luke's POV:

I hate her, but I love her. The way she smiles when she's happy, the way she laughs when she finds something funny, when her eyes sparkle when she looks at something interesting, she is perfect. Y/N is her name, and I left her for my perfect girlfriend right now, note my sarcasm. "Lukey, you never take me anywhere!" Jane whines. "I promise we'll go there okay?" I roll my eyes. She leans in and kisses my jaw while making a kissing noise. Why am I going out with Jane when I had Y/N? I suddenly stand up and yank my arm away from Jane. I want Y/N back in my life, I need her actually. "Are you okay Lukey?" She pretends to care. I hate that nickname so much. "You should leave." I snap, we don't really like each other anyway. "Finally!" She smiles and slaps my arm. "What?" I ask. Jane rolls her eyes, "Go get Y/N you idiot. You guys are perfect." Wait a minute, "Then why'd you go out with me?" I ask, feeling hurt. Did she just use me? "Management forced me to, they told me to wait until you broke up with me. And now that you did, I'm leaving. That took you really long to figure out." She shakes her head. "Figure what?" I ask, I'm still confused. "Y/N you idiot!" She yells and walks out my house. What about her? I close the door behind her and go into my room. I get a running start and jump on my bed to reach my phone that's on the other end of it. "Hello? Y/N?" I ask. "Who's this?" I hear her wonderful voice. "Hey, it's umm Luke." I scratch the back of my head. "Oh, what do you want?" She snaps, her mood changes so quickly. "I broke up with Jane." I say. Ugh, why am I nervous? "That's why you called me? Really Luke?" Y/N harshly asks. This was a bad idea. "Yes? No, it's that I love you and I want you back." I say. "Go fuck yourself Lucas." She hangs up. "Ugh!" I groan and put my black vans on. I don't bother to lock the door, I just run until I get to her house. I knock on the door, my chest weaves up and down from how tired I am. Y/N opens the door and frowns. I push inside when she tries to close the door. "Get out." She calmly says, way more calm than when she was over the phone. "Y/N, listen. I..." She cuts me off and kisses me. I stare at her shockingly when we pull apart. What just happened? "You're a jerk." She smiles. "I thought you were mad at me." I smirk. "I was earlier, but then I realized I was still into you. Well, I never stopped loving you. I'm just really glad you came." She explains. "I love you so much." I lift her up and twirl her around. I am so lucky she is a forgiving person, not many people are like that anymore. I don't even know why I left her for Jane. Y/N is so fun to be around with and she loves me for me. She doesn't judge me and she supports what I do. Now I'm going to be able to wake up next to her, kiss her, she's all mine and I don't plan on letting her go. "If you ever leave, I'm not going to let you come back." Y/N seriously says. I look down at her, since she's small, and kiss her nose. "I won't." I promise her and kiss her passionately. I will never leave her again, she's my other half.

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