5 Seconds Of Summer Imagines

Text Messages

Calum

Y/N's POV:

'I know you probably won't see this but I'm going to try anyway. Every time I see you I get butterflies. I get excited that maybe you'd talk to me when you walk the halls. But you don't and that doesn't surprise me, I'm used to it by now. But when you look at me like that, I get lost. I feel like I'm not controlling my body anymore and you're the one with the remote. I know you know I like you, I don't expect you to say you like me back, but I deserve a response. You talk to me when you're bored, I talk to you when I get the opportunity to, seeing that you're popular now. You throw me aside when you're done with me, I would be honored if you used me again. You make me feel emotions I've never felt, I never make you feel anything. I guess what I'm trying to say is, it hurts when you do those things to me. Why should you care? Well, you should because I'm confused. Just tell me to leave you alone and I'm gone. Tell me you don't want me and I'll stop being there for you. Tell me to stop talking to you so I don't waste anymore of my time.' I reread the message over and over while hovering my thumb over the send button. After a while I send it and wait for his response. I know I won't get anything back, but what if he does see it? 'I don't want you' his text reads. I choke on a sob and swallow my saliva. This is what I wanted, him to tell me what he felt but now I regret it. I lock my phone and lay on my bed, my eyes closing. My phone beeps and I sigh, I don't need someone to talk to right now. 'I need you.' I read it twice before checking the name it was sent from, Calum The Jerk. He must be confused, or sent it to the wrong number by accident. 'What?' I send it and anxiously wait for his reply. Why is he taking so long? 'I need you Y/N. I know you must think I'm using you, but I'm not. I'm afraid that you'll break my heart so I take you for granted. Honesty, you're the only person who's been there by me. I don't let you in because you might hurt me, and I can't get hurt. No one breaks my heart Y/N. I need you, but you can't have me.' I don't get it, I'm his but he's not mine? He needs me yet doesn't want me, like a kid once they get a toy. I don't respond and let sleep take over me. Sometimes sleeping scares me, that's the only time where I'm unconscious and anyone can overtake me. I move, but I don't really feel it, it's hard to explain. That's why I always lock my door before sleeping. What will I do when I see him tomorrow?

Luke

Y/N's POV:

'Luke, it's an emergency!' I send the text and pace around my room. Luke's practicing with the guys for their next concert, but this is a huge emergency. 'Are you okay? I'm coming home!' His text read and I impatiently wait by the bed. Luke comes crashing through the doorway and looks around for me. He spots me sitting on the bed and kneels in front of me. "What's wrong?" He asks and holds my hands. "I'm scared." I say and shrug. I'm not sure what I'm scared of actually, I just am. "Scared of what?" Luke asks a bit more quickly. "That's the thing, I don't know what I'm scared of. I woke up and had a feeling in the pit of my stomach so I texted you." I explain. Now that I said it aloud, it sounds pretty stupid. I basically texted Luke to come home for no reason, leaving him with no practice for tomorrow's concert. "Thanks for telling me at least. I'm going to make dinner, stay here." He points to the bed and I frown. I'm not a kid, but I follow his orders anyway. I hear some clanging from the kitchen and giggle. Luke has never cooked a meal in his life, I was the one who did it, but he would buy food. I sigh and take my time going to the kitchen after a laying on the floor for a while. "You're cooking?" I surprisingly ask. The stove is full with pots and pans, and the table filled with vegetables. "No. I'm making food to sacrifice." He sarcastically says. "Okay smarty pants, to whom are we sacrificing them to?" I ask and tilt my head. "Cats." He simply replies. I walk over to him and wrap my arms around his torso. I kiss his back as he relaxes under my touch. "Breaking news, snow deep as seven inches cover ground around town. A storm suddenly hit Rose Town about an hour ago. We advise citizens to stay home, don't go out for another few hours..." I tune out when the news reporter said storm. "I knew it!" I yell and back away from Luke, "If you didn't come home, you'd be stuck there for who knows how many hours." I smugly say. "I guess you were right Y/N, congratulations." He claps but quickly turns his attention back to the stove. "Whatever Luke, I was right. I'll be back." I run to the bedroom and text Ashton. "The guys are alright!" I yell and lay on my back. I'm so exhausted! I didn't do anything all day, yet I'm tired, that's how I am. I slowly close my eyes and eventually fall asleep, ignoring Luke's calls for dinner.