I Love You

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Calum

Y/N's POV:

I open the doors and run to the front office. "Calum. Calum Hood. Hurry!" I yell and pull on my hair. "Room 216." The lady says and shows me the direction. I ignore her and find the room myself, "214, 215, 216!" I count and open the doors. Calum's mum and dad sit on each side of him, "We'll leave you two alone for a while." His mum says and hugs me, along with his dad. "Y/N I love you." Calum weakly smiles. "Don't do this to me Cal. Please don't leave." I beg and walk to the bed. My eyes begin to water, and the white room doesn't help them dry. "I'm so sorry Y/N. If only I knew sooner..." I cut him off, "No. This wasn't your fault okay? You didn't know, you thought it was a rash, and no one can blame you because it did look like one. Please don't blame yourself for this because you will beat cancer." The word feels disgusting coming from my mouth. "I'm scared." He bows his head and plays with his fingers. This is so hard for me, but much harder for him. I tell him to scoot over and lay next to him, with my arms wrapped around his torso. "We'll get through this, I promise." I whisper and close my eyes. "I hope so." Calum says and puts his head on top of mine. I smile when I feel him kiss my head, he'll make it. "Ma'am, I'm sorry but you need to leave." A nurse shakes my body and pulls me out of the bed. When I look back I see nurses trying to plug stuff into and out of Calum. "What are you doing!" I yell and push the nurse away from me. "He's dying, we're trying to help but you need to go." She snaps and strongly pushes me out. I stumble and fall on a chair, I run to the door and bang my hands on it. "Don't go Calum, please!" I yell and cry. "It's okay Y/N. He's going to be okay." I look behind me and see his parents bawling into each other's arms. I have to act strong for them, I have to comfort them, but how can I do that when I can't even help myself? I simply nod and walk over to a chair, tapping my foot against the floor without thought. The doctor comes walking out a few minutes later, "I'm sorry." He says but it's enough to tell me what he meant. I shake my head, "No, you're lying. Go back in there and help him! You didn't even try!" I yell and push past him to the room. I stop in my tracks when I see Calum's unmoving body. "Cal Pal?" I ask and slowly walk to him. "Calum?" I swallow and blink away tears. My body limps and falls on the bed, with my arms reaching for his face. "You said you'd never leave me. You said you were going to make it and survive. You said you weren't going to leave your parents. You..." I don't continue because I know I'm talking to myself now. I kiss his lips and hope he comes back to life like in princess stories. But no, he doesn't wake up, he doesn't come back and lift me off my feet, he doesn't wake with energy or blink an eye, he's not coming back. "I love you more." I whisper and leave before I can be reminded of our future that we planned together when we were little.

Luke

Y/N's POV:

"I love you Y/N!" I turn around and see Luke covering his mouth. "Did he just say..." My friend nudges me. I nod, "Yeah, probably a dare though." I hope it isn't, I really like Luke, and if that was a dare I will be embarrassed. "Go to him." He pushes me and laughs when I stumble. "And say what? Oh hey Luke, did you say you love me? Because I happen to love you too." I make hand gestures. Luke's with a group of guys right now, and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't fit in with their crowd. They're tall, cute, and share the same interest, I'm short, weird, and love eating food. He walks away while smirking, that's never a good sign with our friendship. I shrug and bump into someone. "Sorry." I say and look up to the person who's Luke. I force a smile and wave, "Hey Luke." He looks down at me and smiles, "Hi. Did you hear what I said?" He asks. My smile slowly disappears and I clear my throat, "Yeah, I did." Luke puts two thumbs up and hangs his arm on my shoulder. "So..." I awkwardly say. His arm is actually heavy it's like he's pressuring it down on me. "Want to go out?" He orders more than asks. "Yes." I happily say and clap my hands twice. I know I look too excited but who cares? I am excited and happy he asked me out, a guy I thought I didn't have a chance with likes me, or even loves me. "That's great, but I was kidding. I was dared by my friends, but we're cool right?" He grins. Wow, that is such a rude thing to do. Yeah dares are funny, but once they're actually done to you it's not fun anymore. "No. We're not cool." I snap. When I walk by his friends they start laughing so I flip them off. They will pay, I have the perfect plan too. "Hey Jackie, can you do me a favor?" I ask when I walk behind her. "Oh hey Y/N. What kind of favor?" She asks and crosses her arms. Let's just say me and her are partners in crime. I tell her my plan and say it again so she knows what to do. "So that guy right? The one in the middle?" She asks. I nod my head and lean against a wall, watching as Jackie walks towards the guys. I walk a little closer to them and pretend to be on my phone. "Hey, are you Ashton?" She asks and bites her lip. "Yeah I'm Ash." He looks looks her up and down, pig. "Do you maybe want to go out sometime?" Jackie twirls a strand of hair around her fingers. "Hell yes." Ashton smirks. "Great, but I was kidding. It was a dare, bye." She waves and smiles, walking over to me. "That was awesome! Did you see the look on his face when I said it was a dare?" She laughs and high fives me. I giggle and look back to see Ashton glaring at me. I act to look shocked and slowly put my middle finger up, "Oh look! It's a permanent fuck you!" I yell when I try to put my finger down. Jackie laughs harder and pats my back. Luke looks at me with sadness and shakes his head, why is he disappointed at me? He started this and I ended it, at least he didn't get hurt like I did. Luke continues to stare at me and I put my arms up, "What? What do you want?" I ask. He walks over to me and pulls my arm, he leads me a few feet away from the guys. "Why'd you do that?" He asks, "You embarrassed Ash." I give him a look, "Are you serious? He was embarrassed? I thought you actually liked me and I was happy. Way to ruin a moment Luke." I say. "Whatever. Let's get out of each other's way then." He snaps and walk back to his group. I sigh, this is not how I expected things to end between him and me. I sit on the sidewalk, looking at the cars speeding by. Why can't a guy just like me? Maybe I'm putting my standards too high, I shouldn't even be doing that. I'm low, so why do I keep liking guys who are above me, I'm so weird. I actually thought Luke maybe wanted something too, but nope. Whatever, he'll come some day, I just have to stop looking and he'll come. It's like what they say with butterflies right?

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