Fire And Ice (Lost&Found Series)✔

12. ANGER AND FRUSTRATION

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XANDER'S POV:

I slammed the car door shut and marched inside. It's been almost a week yet that Russian bastard hasn't opened his mouth. I will finish him today. Walking towards the basement, I heard a man screaming. Fucking pussy. I opened the door to Abram's cell and he was covered in his own blood, dried and fresh both. My best friends Nick, Paul and Zanvil turned around and I saw sadistic smirks on their faces. I nodded at them and walked towards his chair.

"Oh, l-look t-the capo is h-here. Kill m-me but remember y-your d-days will be num-numbered the m-moment I am de-dead." he spat and chuckled.

"Xan, don't kill the bastard just yet." Zanvil spoke.

"Exactly, I haven't even had my share of fun with him." Paul added. I looked at Nick who just shrugged in response.

"Very well then." I said and shot him between the eyes.

"XANDER! What did you do??" Nick spoke up.

"It's not like he was of any use to us." I said nonchalantly and walked out, ignoring their stares.

I hopped in the shower and I thoughts of what happened tonight came rushing in. I punched the wall causing my knuckles to bruise and blood started oozing out of them.

"cazzo" I cursed, did my business and got out.

I can't believe she's afraid. It was written all over her face. She doesn't even trust me enough to share her problems. Lies. Every word that came out of her mouth was a lie. Every second, after she disappeared, was devastating. It's true what they say 'misery makes an hour ten' I missed her like the idiot I am. I slept around with different girls almost every night. But she didn't leave my mind, for even a second. I started throwing things around. My phone rang and I slammed it in the wall breaking it in the process. I was fucking pissed. She thinks that I can't handle her miseries, her baggage. She thinks that low of me. The clock struck two in the morning. I've been sitting here in my trashed room for two hours? If she wants me to be with someone else, sure. I got up and thrashed everything that was on my dresser. The knocking on the door halted my actions.

"What do you want?" I asked rudely.

"Open the door, Xander" She spoke softly and my breath hitched. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Get out and mind your own fucking business." I bit back harshly. Silence.

"I'm sorry." she spoke so quietly had I not been standing near the door, I wouldn't have heard it. I didn't say anything. About fifteen minutes later, I opened the door and she was resting against the wall, near my room. Knees pulled to her chest and head buried in the arms folded above them. She was shivering probably because of the cold given she was only wearing white shorts and black oversized jumper.

I sighed and she looked up sensing my presence. Her cheeks were tear stained, eyes swollen, nose red and lips pouting. She stood up and took timid steps towards me. When she was at an arms length, she was about to hug me but I took one step back. Hurt was visible in her eyes.

"What are you doing here?" I asked sternly.

"N-Nick called me and told me that y-you were upset and h-he thought that you'll hu-hurt yourself." her voice barely above a whisper.

"I am fine, no need to pretend that you care. You may leave." I said and finally looked at her to see tears glistening in her eyes and lips parted. She meekly nodded and turned around to leave. I was tempted to stop her but didn't. God knows how I controlled myself seeing her in in such a disheveled state. I know she hates crying and showing emotions in front of others, she's always been like this. I balled my hands in fists and slammed the door shut. From the balcony in my room, I could see her car driving away. I lit a cigarette and stood there gazing in the direction of her car until it disappeared. She's a mess. A beautiful one though. I will make her realize one day that she's worth all the trouble. She's every bit the Queen I and this empire needs. I walked into the bathroom, brushed my teeth and went to sleep. Tomorrow's Anna's birthday and my celebration party.