Fire And Ice (Lost&Found Series)✔

23. BREAKFAST, REPEAT AND PROMISES

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XANDER'S POV:

I was running my hand through her silky dark locks as she slept carefree snuggled in my chest. I didn't plan last night, it was a surge of emotions that drove me towards my actions. I don't regret it, I had the best night of my life because I had her by my side. Last night was playing in my mind like a broken record. The way she was moaning my name, wanting for more and clutching the sheets as if her life depended on it. Her body ached for my touched and mine for hers. She was beautiful in every aspect and she was MINE. I could have gone on and on with her if it wasn't for the fact that she was tired. I was her first everything and I felt so damn lucky.

My breath got caught in my throat the moment I saw her sprawled on my bed, naked. She was a fucking Goddess but my eyes caught something else too. The scars. Starting from below the curve of her perky mounds and ending at her mid thighs. Her back had whip marks all over. There was a small yet deep cut near her lower abdomen, it was faint but visible enough if you look closely. It angered me to no extent that someone laid their filthy hands on her but I let it slip last night. I didn't want her to feel self-conscious or ugly if anything, she was flawless. Placing a lingering kiss on the crown of her head, I quietly got out of the bed and walked towards the bathroom. After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I stalked downstairs and into the kitchen to make breakfast. It was twelve in the noon yet I still felt lazy probably because we didn't get enough sleep last night. Smirking to myself, I grabbed the pancakes mix and poured it in the bowl then moved towards making fresh orange juice. Hearing the soft patter of feet after a few moments, a smile graced my lips as I turned around to witness the most sexy sight. Xenia was walking clumsily towards the kitchen wearing my white shirt that reached her thighs while rubbing her eyes. Placing the last pancake on the plate, I glanced over my shoulder to see her pouting at me. I opened my arms as I turned around and she rushed to hug me drawing out a chuckle from me. She placed her feet above mine and I walked her carefully towards the bar stool and sat her there.

"Good morning baby. How'd you sleep?" I asked even though I already knew the answer.

"We slept at six Xander for fuck's sake." she replied grumpily avoiding eye contact. I chuckled and kissed her head then placed her plate in front of her. As I was about to give her the juice an idea hit me and I smirked evilly looking at Eva who was about to dig in. Sorry hon, breakfast have to wait.

"Here you go." I said and 'accidentally' spilled half of the juice on her-my shirt. She gasped and immediately stood up looking down at the spilled liquid that was streaming down from her neck to the valley of her breasts.

"Xander!" she whined and stomped her feet. "Now I have to shower before breakfast." I cut off her rambling by pulling her close and tearing the shirt open. The buttons flew across the floor and she was staring at me in bewilderment.

"Let's get you cleaned, yeah?" I asked and her lips parted slightly.

"Wh-what?" She breathed out her gaze flickering between my eyes and lips. I placed her on the counter top and she yelped slightly.

"Xander?" she narrowed her eyes at me.

"Hm?" I asked examining her exposed front. She opened her mouth to protest but I cut her off by grabbing her hair gently and tilting her neck.

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She gasped as she felt my tongue on her neck. I licked and sucked the juice that streamed down till her stomach. She moaned tugging at my hair and pressed my face even more in her body if possible. I groaned as I felt a huge bulge forming in my sweatpants. I could still smell myself on her which made me suck even harder. Moving back towards her neck, I bit the spot behind her ear which rewarded me a sweet moan.

"Found it." I smirked against her skin and she shivered slightly. I kept biting and sucking on her neck and collarbone until I was satisfied. Pulling away, I saw her crimson cheeks and messy hair. I was proud of the fact that only I could make her feel like that.

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Afterwards, we had breakfast in utter silence. Her cheeks were still painted a bright red and then I carried her upstairs for a shower. Let's just say we had the repeat of last night two more times.

XENIA'S POV:

Xander was still in the shower and I was in the closet slipping on a blue off shoulder jumper and black panties with black knee high socks. I turned around and I swear I almost drooled seeing him in only a towel draped around his waist.

"You know this is all yours baby." he winked pointing towards his body.

"Hm, really?" I asked taking slow, measured steps towards him. His Adam Apple bobbed and I knew he was getting nervous. Trailing a finger down his chest I seductively moaned on purpose. His chest now heaving up and down and I looked innocently up at him.

Reaching for the his towel, I yanked it down and tossed it to the floor. His eyes turned a darker shade of grey and he brought his face closer to mine and I did the same. Just as he was about to kiss me I licked his lips an nose and ran out of the closet.

"Payback's a bitch babe." I yelled referring to the breakfast incident. I chuckled as I heard him curse loudly.

I was sitting on the couch near the window, looking at the view outside while a thousand thoughts were rushing inside my mind. A hand draped around my waist and pulled me to the other end of the couch. I frowned at Xander but he ignored it and laid his head on my lap. My hands found their way into his hair and started running my fingers through them.

"I know you have a lot of questions." I said breaking the silence.

"Mm." he nodded and I sighed.

"Don't interrupt. First of all, I am sorry for.. You know I kinda-I mean for saying no to you. I really loved it all but I wish you had proposed me with no one else around, I would have said YES a thousand times Xander. I would have showed you how much willing I was, still am. I'm hiding from someone in that house not hiding exactly just I don't want you to get in danger. I can't lose you xander, not you too. Because I swear I'll tear this universe apart and fucking rip everything down to shreds if it ever comes to that. I'll burn every single person responsible, down to ashes. I don't think I can survive without you Xan, I fucking can't. If I had said yes, they would have known my weak spot. I don't want a target on your back. Don't you get it Xan? I love you so much that it scares me yet thrills me at the same time. This love makes me crave you yet push you away at the same time. I want to face every danger with you by my side but at the same time I want to keep you safe from the darkness that comes with me. You're my light Xan and I've been blind for a long time now." I said and looked down to see him staring intently at me. I smiled sadly at him. He snaked a hand around my neck and brought my head down to meet his lips. I smiled in the kiss. It was a small yet promising kiss.

"I love you so much." he said and I'm glad he didn't say anything else because that's all I wanted to hear. Taking a deep breath, I finally mustered the courage to say my next words.

"Xander, I was kidnapped the day we were attacked."