Camp Camp Max x Reader (female)

Chapter 15: Rainy Day

(This chapter contains suicidal thoughts,gore, and cutting)
Y/N POV:
I look up from my phone to see Neil hovering over three photos and smiling. Honestly I want to know what he's looking at, but I'm to lazy to get up. I look at my phone, the time is 1:00pm. Today is going to be forever. I hear someone walking up to me, I look up to see David smiling sadly.
"What do you want" I snap.
"I want to know if your ok" David says trying to comfort me.
"I'm fine" I snap swatting him away.
He looks at me sadly but in a happy way.
"Ok if you say so, come to me first if you have any problems cause I can help you sort them out" he says sincerely.
"Ok whatever" I say rolling my eyes.
He gives me one last look then walks away.
I get up and start walking towards the kitchen. I feel everyone's eyes on me. I turn around sharply and glare at everyone. They look away awkwardly, I throw the doors open to the kitchen. I open the cupboard and I see Max and Nikki on the floor with pudding over flowing there pockets and Nikki has pudding all over her face.
"Hi y/n!" She exclaims.
I huff and walk past them. Just need to get to the attic. That's were I've lately been going to cut myself. Nobody goes up there anyway, so it's perfect. I feel like shit about everything I need sometime.
"Hey y/n" Max says getting up.
"What" I snap.
"What's wrong?" He asks me standing awkwardly.
"I'm going to go" Nikki says leaving the room.
I stay silent, I don't know what to say.
"I getting real sick of people asking me if I'm ok, I'm fine!" I shout felling tears coming. I wipe my eyes.
"Y/n wait!" He yells.
I reach for the string, but fail. I get on my tippy toes and finally pull the string down to reveal stairs leading to the attic. I gave him one last look of anger and walked up into the dusty room. I take a deep breath of dust and mold. Blech. I walk over to a little wooden table. The table is stained with blood and there is a little bit of bandages left on the table and a small yet sharp razor. I pick up the razor shaking, then all sorts of voices flood into my mind.
Nobody loves you!
Max is playing with you!
You really think people care!
Your a waste of space!
Kill yourself!
Soon I heard Max's voice in my head.
I never loved you, I don't care if you die! Just kill yourself nobody here loves you! Let only likes you!!!
Tears are pouring down my face I sit on the chair and sob. I pick up the razor and slice through a clear section of skin. I took a deep breath and let the pain radiate. I smiled at the pain. This - helps. I look down ashamed. I'm sorry Max. I take the bandages and wrap it around my arm, I hope he doesn't notice.
I sit up there for what seems like days. I check the time, it's 3:00pm. I get up and walk down the stairs. I walk through the cupboard and the kitchen doors. It's still down pouring, I walk to a corner where nobody is and I start to stare off into the distance listening to some conversations. Max walks up to me and sits down by me.
"Hey, I'm sorry if I did anything wrong" he says looking down.
"It's fine I guess" I mumble.
I sit there staring off into the distance, I sigh. Jeez am I bored, I looked over to see Dolph trying to take over the camp and I smile a little. David is frantically trying to stop him and Nikki is trying to attack people with the platypus. I look down to see, shit, blood soaking through my sweater I quickly get up and walk to the attic.
"Hey where are you going?" Max called to me.
I ignored him trying to get up the steps to the bandages above. David seems to take notice of where I'm going because I feel a tug on my sweater.
"Where are you going y/n? You shouldn't be going up there." David asked pulling me down.
I desperately try to get up the steps but David is stronger than he seems to be.
"David! Let me the fuck go!" I yell try to get out of his grip. I quickly shove my arm in my pockets before he wonders why I'm holding my arm. He lets me go and gets to my level.
"Why are you trying to go up there?" He asks me again.
I don't answer, he looks up and starts to get up to go up there, but I stop him.
"Uuhhhh nothing! David there's nothing up there!" I yell then laughing nervously.
He thinks for a moment and then shrugs. "Ok y/n, but let's get back to everyone" he says pushing me towards the group.
Shit this isn't good, people are going to notice if I don't do something soon.
"Let me go close the attic!" I frantically say getting out of his grip.
"Umm ok y/n" he says then walks away.
I huff, that was a close one. I should clean my mess though in case he try's to go up there.

David POV:
I can't help but worry a lot about y/n. What happened to the fun, cheerful, sarcastic girl from the first two weeks of camp. I sit down in the kitchen and pull out the letters she got on mail day. I hold my head in my hands thinking of the situation. I know I should give these back, but still.
Oh damn it!
I still have to tell max about his parents. I walk out of the kitchen and look out the window. The rain has finally letting up.
"Ok guys! We can go outside now! Just- gah!" I start to say but the campers trample me to get outside. The only ones still inside are Max and Neil. Also Y/n whose closing the attic. I don't believe that but whatever. I walk over to the two boys.
"Hey Max" I beam.
"What do you want! Get the fuck away!" Max answers rudely.
"Hey language and I need to see you in my cabin." I say uncomfortably.
"Ok?" He asks.
We walk to my cabin and I open the door to let him in, then shut it behind me.
"Max take a seat" I say pointing to my bed. I pull my chair out and sit down on it with my elbows on my knees. He dangled his legs off my bed and he looks annoyed.
"Max it's about where you'll be going after the summer ends" I begin to say.  He shoots up hearing this. He stays silent waiting for me to finish for once.
"Max. Your p-parents... they disowned you." I stammered. I feel like my heart is being cut in half.
Max starts to have tears swell in his eyes he wipes them away trying to look annoyed and mad. He stops, he lets the tears flow down his cheeks.
"I-I already knew, b-but it still hurts" he quietly stammers.
I get off my chair and open my arms in case he wants a hug. He looks away and then breaths. He gets up off the bed and starts hugging my leg. I slide down onto my knees and put my arms around him he puts his small arms around me. He puts his head into the crease of my neck and starts to cry. I pick him up and I hold him in my arms I soon sit down on my bed with him still in my arms.
He lets go and sits beside me.
"Last year on parents day, you made feel loved for once" he says staring at the wall.
I looked at him but deep inside I was surprised.
"Oh" is all I say.
"David?" He asks turning to me.
"Yes" I say looking at him.
"Can y-you adopt me?" I hear him mumble.
I look at him with wide eyes and I think a gaping mouth.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" He asks annoyed.
I feel tears swell in my eyes and I swing to him and grip him into a hug, I hold him in my arms and bounce around.
"David!!!" He yells "put me the fuck down!"
"Sorry but of course I will Max!" I exclaimed.
"Ok but just don't tell anyone ok?!" He kind of orders. I don't care, well I do, but like I'm to excited right now! I can't wait to have him in my care, but, what about y/n?