LULU'S POV
I'm actually a little relived that we didn't do it last night.
I mean I think I'm ready and I kind of want it to happen, but at the same time it's so scary.
I don't know why I'm so scared.
It's just sex.
Plenty of people my age have lost it.
I woke up earlier than usual by a sharp stabbing pain in my lower abdomen.
Fuck. Was all I thought.
I guess it is a good thing that we just stayed in bed and cuddled last night.
I slowly got out of the bed trying not to wake Ash up.
I sneaked into the bathroom to fix what had happened and to take some pain killers.
As I made my way back to the bed, I saw a bright red stain on his lovely white bed sheets.
"Oh my fucking God." I whispered to myself.
I can't believe I just got blood on Ashton's bed sheets.
And it's only been twenty four hours since we started dating.
I began to panic as I thought of a way to try and clean the spot before he woke up.
I went back into the bathroom to see if he had hydrogen peroxide.
I found it in his cabinet.
As I came back out holding the bottle, I watched as he tried to hold me, but there was only an empty space.
"Lulu?" Ashton asked in his morning voice.
Oh my fucking fuck. I thought as I cringed.
"Lu?" Ashton asked again.
"Hi." I said from the foot of the bed.
"What are you doing up so early?" He asked.
"Please don't be mad, babe." I said trying not to cry.
"Why would I be mad? What happened?" Ashton asked.
"I kind of got blood stains on your bed sheets." I mumbled.
"What was that, love?" He asked.
"I got blood stains on your bed sheets." I said.
"Why would I be mad at you for that?" Ashton asked.
"Because I stained your sheets." I answered.
"It's okay, babe. I'm not mad. This is a completely natural thing that happens to you every month. There's no need to be embarrassed." He said.
"So you're not mad?" I asked.
"Of course not, babe. Now is there anything that hurts? Anything I can do for you, sweetheart?" Ashton asked.
"No. I cleaned myself and took some ibuprofen, but please let me clean the sheets." I said.
"Nonsense, baby. I'll clean the sheets. I want you to be comfortable." He said starting to strip the sheets off the bed.
"Thank you. I love you." I said.
"I love you too, sweetheart." Ashton said kissing my cheek.
I really do have the best boyfriend.
