LULU'S POV
I'm not mad or annoyed at Ashton for leading me on and then telling me we can't do it.
I mean, it is just a little bit annoying, but I can't be mad at him.
I'm actually glad we're waiting to do this.
I'm not in that much of a rush to lose my virginity.
And he's right.
My first time should be special because I'm never going to get it back.
"Did I upset you before, babe?" Ashton asked.
"I was just a little annoyed, but that's okay." I said.
"I'm sorry, babe. I didn't mean to annoy you." He pouted.
"It's fine, babe. I'm not in a rush to lose it yet. It's just you keep leading me on and tricking me into thinking we're doing this and I get all anxious and nervous for nothing. I'm glad you're taking this seriously though." I said.
"I'm sorry, babe. I really didn't mean to. I just want you to know your worth." Ashton said pulling me close.
"It's really okay, baby. I'm not like dying to lose it." I said.
"I know, I know, but it's kind of killing me a little since it's been quite some time, you know." He said.
"I know, babe. But promise me you'll go slow with me when this actually happens." I said.
"Of course, baby girl. I want you to be comfortable." Ashton said.
"Thank you." I smiled kissing him.
"And if it turns out great, then we can do it I don't know, maybe every day?" Ashton asked.
"That's a lot, hon." I said.
"But I need it." He said like a little boy.
I pushed Ashton's face away from mine and laughed.
"You're too much, babe." I giggled.
"Nah. I'm just right." He said.
"Just right for me." I said.
"That's right, sweetheart." Ashton said kissing me.
